Secret

Seventeen

{edited}

May POV

"Shut the fuck up!" Adam exclaims with wide eyes. We're hanging out currently and I told him about Harry and I--whatever we are.

"It's not a big deal." I murmur.

"What?!" He slaps my arm. "Do you not realize that you have your first boyfriend? And it's the guy you've been crushing on since the womb!"

"Keep it down." I hush him. "He's not my boyfriend, Adam. We've only been on one date." I say to him.

"Why are you not like freaking out? You're scaring me."

"I just don't want to get my hopes up." Adam huffs and looks at me.

"May. May. May." He shakes his head. "I hope you don't have that attitude when you guys are together. Have you guys kissed yet?" I remain silent. Adam once again flips out on me.

"You fucking bitch!" He says happily. "You're so fucking his girlfriend! How many times have you kissed?"

"I don't know." Why would I count?

"A lot? How long? Why didn't you tell me?" He hits my arm again.

"Ow you fucking dick." I slap his chest. "And it was because I-"

"If you say you didn't want to get your hopes up, I'll bitch slap you." I remain silent, and his eyes roll. "Was he a good kisser like every girl says he is?" I ignore his comment.

"I guess."

"You guess? Was it like kissing a fish?"

"I wouldn't know what that is."

"Then good."

"Do you think he's just," I pause thinking for a moment. "Doing it as a joke?"

"Why'd you think that?"

"He doesn't have the best reputation, Adam." I say sadly. "I don't want to judge him on what he may or may not have done. But, I'm an easy target to be messed with."

"I don't think he would do that to you." Adam says. "Even considering his reputation. Wouldn't he just jump right into asking you out if that was the case?"

"True." I murmur

"Give me your phone."

"Why?" I ask, my eyebrows knotting together.

"I'm going to text him, acting like I'm you. I'll see how he acts, and I'll let you know what I think."

"Don't be dirty or weird."

"Of course not. I'm acting like you." I sigh loudly and unlock my phone. I look over his shoulder as he types.

Me: heyy

Harry: hey lovely :)

Me: wyd?

Harry: studying for my history test

Harry: i wonder why I make myself take classes over the summer :/

Me: because you're smart like that

"I would never say that." I scoff to Adam.

"Shut up."

Harry: wait

Harry: was that a compliment?

Harry: did THE May Evans not insult me?

Me: don't push it

Harry: :))))

Harry: so what are you up to?

Me: hanging out with Adam

Me: he's forcing me to watch gossip girl

Harry: you like that show, no?

Me: repeats of it i should've said

Harry: ah :/

Harry: you're being a decent soul today

Me: Yeah, idk what's gotten into me

Me: i don't like it

Harry: :)

Harry: this is like when the Grinch got a hug and his heart grew

Me: WOWOWOWOW

Me: fuck you too then

Harry: I'm jokingggggg

Harry: may?

Harry: mayyyyyyyy

Harry: i was joking

Harry: you're very loving

Harry: :(

Harry: are you mad at me?

Harry: answer meeee

May: lol i went to get mac and cheese for my fat ass

Harry: okay good

Harry: hey

Harry: you're not fat

Me: oh

Me: "curvy"

Me: "plus size"

Me: "thick"

Me: which one

Harry: ....

Harry: curvy woman are beautiful may

Harry: but you aren't plus size

Harry: you're normal size

Harry: not like plus size isn't bad

Me: i get it harry

Harry: :))

Harry: cause i don't want to sound like a dick

Me: you always do

Me: JOKING HA

Harry: ....

Harry: rude

Me: :)))

Harry: i'll let you get back to watching repeats of gossip girl

Harry: i'll text ya later

Me: okay :P

Adam locks my phone and tosses it on my bed. His eyes look back to me. "Yeah, he isn't fucking with you. He would've been like send me pics or something if he was."

"Good to know." I say, biting my lip.

"Still skeptical?"

"A little. I do like him, but I'm not known to get the things I like or want."

"Maybe now you are." Adam smiles. "No go make my ass some mac and cheese. I'll set up Netflix." I nudge him playfully and get up.

A://N

Hiya :)

comment goal: 10?? it will be super cool if we got to that

~lauren