T.L. Ako Sa'yo

Chapter 63 (Doubts)

Thia's POV

"She tried to commit suicide."

I felt sudden guilt when I heard it. Sinabi na ba ni Arkin sa kanya ang tungkol sa amin?

"What?"

"She commited suicide, slashed her hand and all. She even took pills!" wika ni Sheena.

"B-Bakit?"

"I don't know." tugon niya.

"K-kamusta na siya ngayon?" tanong ko.

"Hindi ba sinabi ni Wallace sayo? Dun siya sinugod sa ospital nina Wallace."

"Ah, my phone was silent, I just woke up." Tugon ko.

Could it be because of me? Did she commit suicide because of me and Arkin? Hindi ako mapakali. Is this the price I have to pay for following my heart?

"Si-sige, I'll get dressed at pupuntahan ko siya." wika ko.

"No Thia, it's not really a good idea. Baka magkagulo na naman pag pumunta ka."

Tama si Sheena. Pero does it mean, she'll cling onto Arkin again?

"Don't worry Thia, I'm on my way home with Drew. We'll just update you later okay."

"Okay." Tugon ko.

My mind went black that time. The happiness I felt a while ago turned into worries. I was about to call Arkin when my phone began to ring.

It's Wallace.

"W-Wallace."

I don't know if I can even face him after what happened to me and Arkin.

"Is something wrong? Why weren't you answering my calls?" tanong niya.

"Ah, wala, napasarap lang ang tulog ko."

"About Yana..."

"Alam ko na. Sheena just told me." tugon ko.

He was silent for a moment. I know he is worried about me and that made me feel even more guilty.

"Kamusta na si Yana?" tanong ko.

"She lost a lot of blood. She is still unconscious. They are still stabilizing her." tugon niya.

I just thought of Arkin. Nandun kaya siya sa ospital?

"G-ganun ba? P-pero..."

"Don't worry. Arkin and her brother is here. Arkin was the one who brought her here. I was surprised when I saw her."

Mas lalo pa akong nakaramdam ng guilt after hearing it. Pero, bakit hindi ako tinawagan ni Arkin? Why am I feeling like this.

"Don't worry Thia. I'm sure it's not because of you. Maybe may mga problema lang siya. She'll be transferred to the ICU later."

"G-ganun ba." I don't know what to say. Naiiyak ako pero pinigilan kong umiyak over the phone.