Living Under The Same Roof [Chanbaek]

LUTSR 29

Baekhyun POV

I shook my head while still staring at his tearful eyes, it was even harder than I thought

"Listen to me Chanyeol, I don't deserve you, you need someone who can give you a family you needed in the future, you know I cannot do that. So please don't make it hard for me"

I said trying to convince him but he was shaking his head for disagreement to what I am saying

"Don't do this please...I don't need child Baekhyun, I need you and no one else, so please I'll do anything you want just tell me"

Fvck why is he begging, I really want to take all my words back and just hug him and kiss him and tell him that I don't want this too... But I can't

"Anything? Chanyeol, I want you to let me go" I firmly said hoping my voice won't crack

"Not this Baekhyun, please just not that one, ask me anything but no that one Baekhyun.... Nooo" he fall on his knees grabbing my hands and kissing it tenderly before pressing it to his watery cheeks

I can't say any words, I'm lack of words right now, how can this giant be so stubborn... I can't help but to let my tears fall endlessly as he was still kneeling in front of my holding my hands

"Don't you love me anymore?" He ask as he stop crying but still hiccups can't be heard from him

"Tell me you don't love me, then I'll let you go" my heart sting, it felt like it stop beating from the moment I heard those words from him

I can't find the urge to answer him... I want him to let me go... Yes I want that, but why does it feel so painful hearing he'll let me go now...

"Just say it and you're free" he continue as he stand on his feet and look directly in my eyes

My tears start brimming in my eyes again as my eyes met his now puffy and red eyes

"I-... I can't, but I have to let you go" I softly said and start stepping back

I need to end this conversation before I could give in to him

I turn my back and start walking away from him, I honestly cursing myself for leaving the one I love there alone and broken

"Baekhyun-ah...Saranghae" I'm just a few steps away from him so I clearly heard that words that caused me to break down again

I stop walking and stay on my place for a moment, I heard his steps but I'm sure he's not walking towards me but on the other way

I quickly turn my back just to saw him walking away from me...

"Park Chanyeol!! Listen, I wont stop loving you... Even the moment I close my eyes forever"

He stop on his place but still back facing me, and I can tell he's crying again...

"And I'm sorry for being a guy"

I said before finally walking away from him

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A/n

Short update, I'm sorry guys, I got stressed out because all my EXO photos, videos and music got deleted from my phone...

But I'll see if I can double update tonight