The Ordinary Girl

Changing mind?

As I was driving.. I decided to just enjoy the sky. I walked around this park. I felt like I started to actually not hate Tyler that much. It brought me back to those times where we were good with eachother and didn't have problems. I felt like we were actually on good terms.
**next day**
Jaden and I hung out. He seemed a little ... Different. He kept asking me weird questions.
"Hey.. How'd the date go?" I asked.
"Really well! Me and Karry are going on a date tonight." Jaden responded.
"So... I know I shouldn't.. Interfere with you and Tyler but.. Would you say you're happy being friends." Jaden asked. Kinda random. I didn't know what to say.
"Yeah.. I'm happy him and I are friends!i feel like we were meant to only be friends!...." I said. Jaden nodded.
"Oh okay yeah... Tyler's sometimes a douche right ?so I guess I see why you like being just friends with him." Jaden said as he Drank his coffee. I nodded. I felt like I did start to like him again since the other day but maybe it was just cause during that time. I probably don't actually like him. I left home. I saw Tyler outside walking a dog. The dog was trying to run out of the leash.
"Haha try not to lose that dog!" I said.
"No promises. Oh hey." Tyler said smiling.
"So why are you walking this dog?" I asked. He laughed.
"My friend went on a trip and wants me to watch his dog. This dog is a little crazy though." Tyler responded. We started talkin.
"Alright well I guess I'm gonna walk back home." I said.
" ok see you around then, ." Tyler said.
"See you around too." I said smiling.
"Haha why you smiling?" Tyler asked smiling back.
"Cause the Suns bright out..." I replied. He laughed.
"Alright bye." I said then left. I got back home. Surprisingly we were able to not actually kill one another. I feel like I've always been the one who's been dodging him saying I just only wanna be friends so now maybe I feel like I should tell him that I do still like him. I always did kinda like him before but then didn't and now I think since I really do like him im still having feelings towards Tyler. I'm no psychologist but I felt like he really does like me. I went to fill my car up with gas and I saw my neighbourhood folk there. Olivia.
"Oh hi! Your Olivia ! My neighbour!" I said.
"Yeah ! I remember you! How's it going ?" I asked. We continued to talk. She seems really nice. I saw her again tomorrow.
**next couple of days***
So me Jaden and Tyler were gonna hang for the day. Maybe today I could let him know. I arrived at Jadens house. Jaden was cooking stuff. I sat in the living room with Tyler. I didn't know how I'd tell him I do like him still. It probably sounds like some childish relationship but things take time.
"Hey umm.. I know we don't really talk about .. You and me and you know how we used to date but then didn't and how i really hated you and-" I said then he inturuppted me.
"Yeah, and I know I've been really annoying and obnoxious for so long But I really like talking to you and being able to just make you happy."
Tyler said to me smiling.
"But i know since I've been annoying trying to get you to like me even though you clearly don't have feelings for me, I'm gonna stop. I'm gonna proceed to just be friends only because I know how much you only like me as a friend and I wanna continue to be there for you." Tyler said. That was not at all what I was gonna talk about! So it went from me about to tell him that I do like him to him thinking I only wanna be friends!? I guess some things really aren't meant to be.
"Yeah.... Totally. Friends it is.."'I said.
"Friends it is and always will be! See I'm happy you won't be annoyed of me! I'm doing this all for you! Don't worry I won't bother you anymore! You can go after any dude and trust me ! I won't get mad ! Im totally over you .I'm glad to make you happy!" Tyler said as he hugged me. This really took a turn. I feel like I just got friendzoned. He probably really might have been over me. I mean.... I think being friends is fine. I got back home. I was standing on my balcony. I saw Tyler talking to that neighbour Olivia. They seemed like they were getting a long real nice. The conversation seemed quick. I wasn't getting jealous. I'm just friends with Tyler...
**next day **
I kinda had nothing to do. I washed my car. Olivia ... Was walking around.
"Oh hey, you're friends with Tyler right?" Olivia asked.
"Yeah kinda, why what's up?" I asked.
"Oh well he was just talking about the neighbourhood and the people here. Maybe we can all do something fun sometime?" Olivia asked.
"Yeah sure that'd be cool." I said. She seemed pretty friendly.