We got to Hayden's house and ordered pizza. Mommy and daddy took Hayley upstairs to take a shower and hayden and I stayed down stairs in the pool room waiting for the pizza. We set up the ping pong table and gathered everything we needed.
"I'm the king of ping pong"
"Oh yeah? Well I'm the queen of ping pong" I giggled.
"Hey, I've never really officially asked you this but. These past couple months have been amading. And I love you. So.. would you like to be my girlfriend?" He smiled and I couldn't help but smile either. He used amading.
"It's officially official. I'm Hayden summerall's girlfriend." I giggled and he wrapped me into a bear hug and tackled me to the ground. *ding dong*
I escaped his tackle and bounced up.
"PIZZA'S HERE" I ran up the stairs laughing and Hayden did the same thing. Hayden's dad was paying for the pizza and we sat on the couch.
"Ohh pizza" Hayley said.
"I get the whole thing" daddy said and everyone laughed. We all got plates and filled them with pizza. We sat outside on the deck and ate and listened to music. I loved Hayden's house. Hayden and I took our plates to the play house and sat inside it and ate our pizza.
"I like you being here. I hate when you leave." Hayden said and took a bite of his pizza.
"Yeah me too. I miss you every time I leave. It's like leaving a piece of my heart behind." He grabbed my hand.
"I'm so glad everything is finally okay with Mackenzie. She has johnny and she isn't worried about us. We can finally be happy and just be in love." He kissed me.
"Can I tell you something?"
"Yes.. your scaring me." He laughed.
"When you went and talked to Mackenzie, I was under the stairs. And I was listening. She asked why you dumped her and you said it was because you saw me. Is that-true?" My heart was beating faster than ever.
"Yes. It was. When I saw you, it was like. Just. I can't even explain it. I thought you were so beautiful and just everything I had ever wanted. I'm not mad you were spying. I'm glad. Now this is something we can talk about, together. I like sharing feelings. I like hearing what you have to say." He pulled me close.
"If we're being completely honest, when I saw you, I just knew. You were the one. I had never really liked anyone before you. You make me feel some type of way. When Caleb died, this giant hole formed in my heart. It's like, i would never be--it's like I'd never be okay. But you, you fill that hole. You make me smile more and feel more happy. Your like a gift from Caleb I feel like. I love you, a lot. And I'm so happy when I'm with you. You just complete me. I'm never gonna get Caleb back, but I have you now." I let a tear roll down my face and Hayden had one rolling down his too. We just hugged each other and laid there. It was perfect. Since Caleb died, i ignored it. I never really liked talking about it. Or him. I wanted to pretend that I was just a dream. Or that he was just away somewhere but ever since Hayden and I started liking each other and dating, I'm more open to sharing my feelings. Hayden is my little angel, sent from above. I haven't known Hayden that long but he's given me a forever within the numbered of months. Do you ever love someone so much, that you don't know what to do with all that love? I have so much love for Hayden. We fell asleep in the tree house. I woke up in the middle of the night to a pain in my left hand. Hayden was still asleep curled up on top of me and he was snoring. I smiled. I wanted this to last forever. I didn't want to leave and I didn't want to be a part from him. "I love you." I whispered to him and went to sleep.
