after lunch mommy, daddy, and Hayley and I went to the mall. We changed into some clothes that we brought because we were all going to go bowling. Mommy, daddy, Hayley, Hayden, Jojo, Hayden's dad, Kenzie. Jadyn, Jonny, and some others. I wore my hair in two braids, light skinny jeans, a pink sweat shirt and my Caleb necklace. We got to the bowling alley and Hayley automatically started talking to Jojo. I kind of hung around mommy and talked to you guys. Kenzie and Hayden kept talking to each other. They seemed pretty close. Which I didn't care, I think. I started to bowl and I was terrible at a first and then I got better. Mommy got a kick out of that. I started to do a dance double and decided it was easier on my butt. Jojo and Kenzie and jadyn and I started doing dancing spins and then Jojo tried teaching me. So I said "I'll just do this" and did a handstand because hey, Im a gymnast. Hayden was watching me. Later on in the night we started another bowling round and ordered some wings. I was standing at the counter and heard jadyn and Jojo talking about Kenzie and Hayden. I think they were talking about them dating. Dating? I found that word like a foreign language. I wasn't even allowed to think about dating. I'm not allowed to date. Which I didn't mind because I'm not boy crazy. But it kind of made me sad knowing that Kenzie and Hayden were dating. A curly headed cutie that wasn't mine. And never could be.
