I smile because I know that she means everything she is saying to me. So tomorrow I am getting on a plane and starting over. I couldn't really sleep so I go through the photos on my phone. The first ones are from the past few days with Caitlyn. As I went on it go into pictures of Demi and I. They had me in tears I was remembering all the moments I spent with Demi, I soon came across a video of Demi that I didn't know was here.
Hey baby! So you left your phone at home while you went to Starbucks. I decided I wanted to take a video telling you I love you! I don't know what I would ever do without you Liz. I never feel alone anymore, because I know that if I do I can turn to you and you will always be there for me. I never feel ugly anymore because even on my worst days you show me just how beautiful you think I am. The way you look at me makes me feel like I am the only girl you will ever look at. You are a big reason I am finding so easy to stay strong baby. *sings* My life would suck without you!! *giggles* sorry baby I had to. Anyway I don't know when you will actually see this video because you rarely go through your pictures but it will always be here. I hope when you watch this you smile because I know that whenever I look at you that's all I do. I love you Elizabeth! MWAHHH *kisses camera*
I am crying by the end of the video. I know she loved me and I love her too but I also know that me leaving her is the best thing. I am not nearly good enough for her and I just want what's best for her. Me moving to LA and letting her find someone new is what's best. It has to be what's best.
