Jay Rose

Chapter three:plot twist

It's was Sunday, but not just any Sunday. It was supposed to be the day the my dream will come true, and finally after all the waiting Adam will finally have the balls to confess his feeling to me. For me it was a bomb, but a very beautiful one, but what happened was far from it, in a second the bomb was supposed to be something that I will never forget, but it was the only thing that I regret.

"FLASHBACK"
The sun was shimmering through the window and i am over the moon, today Adam will tell me about his feelings towards me. Should I say yes in the exact moment? Or should I tell him to let me think? I really don't know what to do.

The four lessons passed and until nothing happened it was weird at first but then I said to myself that maybe he is going to tell me at lunch break, so I have to keep my mouth closed and wait till lunch.

5minutes 5 fucking minutes till this horrible lesson finish and lunch starts, 5minutes until Adam comes to confess. I really sound pathetic gosh I need to collect myself in front of him, I look like some girl drooling over a boy, but I just can't help it.

It was weird, Adam didn't say anything nor he looked or glanced at me, disappointed and anger was all I felt. Wasn't he going to tell me? Was Louis lying to me? Was this all a lie? After three minutes of confusion I decided to let it go and continue the day to see if anything will happen. So here I am having a walk with Anna telling her all about my confusion.

"I really don't know Lana but something is missing like why would Louis lie to you about this he is supposed to be your bestfriend from kindergarten for God's sake " Anna exclaimed

"I don't know ken but why would Louis say this is if Adam is not going to tell me anything, I'm just so disappointed." My voice cracked.

All of sudden and out of nowhere hailey came with a sad smile across her face and maybe fear? Wait was is going on, why is hailey looking like this? Why is she......

"Anna can you please leave for a moment I need to tell Lana something." Hailey said with a smile towards Kendall

"Yea sure I'll meet you guys later." And then she disappeared in the crowd.

Hailey and I kept walking away from the people and crowd and once their voices was no where to be heard she began to say something and then she stops, what is going on here?

"Lana you need to treat Adam like your brother." Was all I heard from Hailey.

"Why hails, why do I need to?"

"He is in love with Nathalie." Oh shit, oh fucking shit. Nathalie as in my bestfriend from 14 years, Adams knows that I probably have a huge crush on him and he chooses my only bestfriend to love you? Why would he do that? He doesn't even know her probably, I was the one who is in the same class with him not her.

Tears began to fall and I really couldn't help it I began to feel everything and nothing all at once, but mainly I felt empty and many questions are screaming at my face and I know that I was going to lose it, I will literally lose my shit right not.

Lunch was over and we are back to classes, which means I am back to see Adam my fucking nightmare. Is it weird that people can go from your night of shinning armor to being your worst nightmare? How am I going to face him after knowing the truth. For now I haven't seen Nathalie anywhere and honestly I'm glad that I didn't. Nathalie is my bestfriend since we were little she is literally my everything and whatever happens I know that we are going to stick to each other no matter what and I know that we are going to get through this, but right now I need to be alone, far from them and seeing Adam is not helping at all.

After three hours I'm glad to say that the day has ended and Adam didn't talk to me but I caught him having a glance at me which means he know that I was crying by having two red eyes, it didn't matter to me, I just want to go home have a nap and I will be good, but who am I kidding to that's not going to happen, hailey probably told the whole group that I now know everything and they will probably going to text me all day long.

Running through the halls to be far away from them and not facing them was a really hard thing especially when then school is small, so here I am standing still in the hallways facing my bestfriend.