Jay Rose

Chapter 38: blind love

The whole birthday was full of people we don't even know, but as far as possible it went just fine.

Currently I was sitting down with Bella as she was back from Italy,finally.

"Good to be home." She said.

"I don't think Italy is that bad sis." Like come on its Italy in the end.

"Still, nothing like home." She can be very extra at times. "So what's app with you and your group?" She asked.

"Nothing, we go out and shit nothing new." I replied.

"Lies lies." She said with a smile.

"Seriously, there is nothing."

"You know mom and dad are worried as fuck about you." What?

"And why's that?" I asked really having no idea what is she talking about.

"Lou, you don't see yourself." She said looking directly at me. "You are always on your phone, never talking to us, and when you do sit with us you are always day dreaming and thinking really hard that it is almost obvious that there is something bothering you. You go out and mom and dad think that it may get you better to see your friends, but no you go back directly into your room, lock the door and not allowing anyone to enter your space. You don't live alone here Lana, we are family in the end."

I really didn't realize that I do all of those things until bella told me. The thing is that all what she said, is right. I am always on my phone with the girls group chatting about what Luke had said to Nat again and how much of an asshole he is, or talking to Louis all the damn time. When I sit with my family I always think about him and our memories together or thinking about the fact that I can't ask Louis what are we right now if we are really dating or not, or about the scenes with him and Nat.

"Look bella, I'm sorry it's that way but I'm really going through so much shit I have to hand. It's just a rough time but I'm okay."

"What are you going through?" She asked.

"It's not about me bella, it's about my friends. Don't worry about me."

"Don't let your friend's problems affect you Lana. They can face whatever the fuck they want, yes you can help them with that but don't forget that you give your friends time and strength to be with them and help them, you have to give the same thing to your family too."

"I promise bella, it's just a phase."

" I hope so, now get ready because Aiden, Riley and Tyler are coming." Tyler is Riley's brother, older than me by a year. He really is living like he's alone, not thinking about tomorrow, always today. He's the type of person who never get nervous nor anxious about something, which sometimes that makes his parents frustrated.

"Hello bitches." Riley said as soon as she closed the door behind her.

" what's app guys." Aiden said and then threw himself on the couch. When is he not sleepy?

"Go on, bella and I will make food for you guys." Riley replied to which she took bella and went directly to the kitchen.

"You know she could've just said that she wants to talk to bella alone, we all know both of them are suckers in kitchen and making food." Tyler said and made us all laugh.

"How are you with char." Despite that Aiden and I told him over hundred times that the relationship is over, but Tyler is Tyler.

"I told you we are done Tyler, wake up."

"Really? Why though?" Tyler asked.

"I am really not up with repeating the same story over and over." Aiden said frustratedly.