Jay Rose

Chapter 51: always jays

Because of the first time I woke not feeling a huge weight on me, it's like it suddenly shifted and I can no longer feel it like I once did.

"Hey lou, where are you going?" Mom asked.

"I'm going to jays for breakfast." I replied.

"Yeah where are coming too, dad has been having a hard time so I suggested that we may go for breakfast for a change."

"Yeah okay." I replied back. I'm not really the type of person who refuses to let their parents be in the same place as them, it's not a big deal with me at all.

We were all there by the right time, but Kylie had an outing with her parents so we she didn't sit with us all the whole time. Still considers a reunion.

"I love how all of our memories is at jays." Nat said.

"Yeah we fought, reunited, lots of things with Louis all at jays." I replied.

"This places holds lots of bullshit, but it's still remains one of the best places ever. I won't stop coming here." Alexis said.

"So What's all with the transformation that we did? We guys are suckers by the way." Alexis continued.

"Yeah like seriously a week ago we passed by without a word. Look where we are now." Nat said.

"Hello my girls." Kylie said from behind.

"Hey baby girl." Nat said.

"Hello you chic." I stated.

"Thanks lou, and by the way Nat you are such a bitch for making me panic all the fucking day about that letter."

"I'm so sorry ky, sorry you guys I don't know what was I thinking, it's all fucked up."

"Yeah we noticed that." Alexis answered.

"Al did you know that I was planning on changing my number and never giving it to any of you. I thought that maybe I'll give it to you for school things but then I said I wanted nothing to do with you guys." Nat exclaimed

"Well ouch miss." Kylie joked.

"Credits to me for getting us all back." I raised my hand.

"You should girl, that was good of you." Alexis said.

"Thanks lou." Kylie said back.

"Welcome you guys no need." I smirked.

"I should get back, they are waiting." Kylie excused herself and left.

"Girls, I'm planning on cutting louis out of my life. For good." I said.

"You know what I'm leaving the hell out of here." Alexis said and literally moved away from her seat and came back seconds later, and Nat was smiling big.

"Don't Be That dramatic." I smiled at Alexis.

"Dramatic? Me? Well excuse me I learnt it from the best." Pointing at me.

"Yeah I just don't know how to take it anymore."

"What happened this time?" Nat questioned.

"Losing you happened."

"But you didnt."

"But I was going to, all because of him." I replied.

"Look lou, you two went through a lot literally, now everything is good, we are all back and so you two, don't go backwards when all we do is trying to move forwards." Alexis sometimes is my therapist.

"Wow where did that come from?" I asked with a smile.

"Been there for a while." She replied.

"Oh Lana, let's take a picture and say "we're back" literally everyone will freak out." Nat suggested.

"The whole school knew by now obviously." I replied back.

"Yeah we could do that, it's going to literally confuse them all." Alexis said.

"Let's pose. Look we could just smile at each other and that shit." Nat stated.

"Don't hold the cup just look at me Nat." I laughed at her.

After literally 10 minutes of trying to pose and capturing 100 photos of shit, we decided to post on out of the 100.

"What should we write?" Alexis asked.

"Hmm, maybe back?" I said.

"We could put the emoji that has the arrow and is written underneath back." Nat suggested.

"Or we could say they're and then put the emoji." Alexis replied.

"Yeah that might suit." I said honestly.

We went back and forth about it until we went with Alexis decision in the end.

Hours later it was time for me to leave the newest reunion we ever had.

"I love you guys."

"Love you too Lou." They both said.

As I was walking towards the car my phone started ringing.

"I hope I didn't forget anything." I laughed.

"What? It's harry Lana." Wait what? I quickly checked the name and saw it was really, harry.

"Sorry harry I messed up." I apologized.

"No it's okay, I missed you by the way."

"I missed you too harry." I whispered.

"I'm traveling Lana, like leaving the whole country." What the actual fuck.

"What are you talking about?"

"My sister Zoe is going to london for university, my family figured we should all move there too."

"Well that's a news, I'm happy for you harry."

"Why do I get the feeling that you're not?"

"No I am really, great opportunity for you."

"Maybe. I mean a hell bunch of girls." Looks like some people never change.

"Only you harry."

"Anyways I hope to see you soon."

"Yeah same."

"Bye lou."

"Bye."

The whole conversation was very weird. One month ago Zoe was at our house and she did mention all her family moving, I didn't realize they were talking serious. Harry has always been there, by not his presence, but by everything i go through. He's always the person I go talk to when I don't want to talk to anyone. The person I left Adam for, the person that made me realize that he didn't left my heart since grade 2. Despite everything harry will always remain there every now and then, with or without another boy, with or without Louis.