Every girl after a relationship cry or eat until she cant breath or go on clubbing and getting drunk or even sleep with another guy so she can forget, but I was totally different.
I woke up the next morning feeling easy and maybe happy? The weird thing is Adam and I's conversation was still going on with no awkwardness, and I couldn't be more relieved about it. It was just like the old days. Eventually I told our group about my break up and they were all shocked at first but then they saw me not really depressed nor sad about it after all I am the one who broke up, Louis called me after Adam and I's conversation and I wasn't sure what shocked me the most the fact that Adam really told Louis about the break up before answering me or the fact that he was laughing his ass of the entire time. Sometimes I question myself why am I friends with him until now.
To begin with, Nathalie called me in the morning and she told me she would take me on a date just to freshen up a bit, it was really what I need.
We went to the mall doing shopping for a bit and then went to eat sushi, the whole time we kept on talking about hailey and luke and how they managed to be with each other for 4 years like I really couldn't manage to be in relationship for 5 months let alone 4 years? But still I was really happy for hails.
And that's when Nathalie told me that my decision wasn't just from a one sided point of view.
"Lou so there's something I want to talk to you about"
"Drop it nat"
" Adam called Luke this morning and told him that it was better that the break up came from you rather than him because that was also what he wanted but didn't have the guts to tell you maybe"
" so he didn't have the guts to tell me to break up but I had?"
" look don't get mad at it just think about it that you just the two of you have broken up live your on life and just drop everything in the past"
And thats when I realized that Adam and I haven't texted the whole day. I guess i just knew it from the beginning.
It's a losing battle and after all this time, I'm ready to surrender
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Jay Rose
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