After my conversation with Anna I felt less miserable, but I had to talk to Adam either way, for his sake at least.
September 13th 4pm
"Adam we need to talk"
"Go ahead lana"
"I think we have to break up, I just feel like we sort of drifted Apart and I don't know what to do anymore both of us just gave up and it's not healthy for either of us"
And in every relationship that is coming to an end there is this line that should always be said.
" but promise me we still he bestfriends despite what, like old days Adam"
Adam closed whats app for three seconds and then came up with this.
"Yeah I think we should too lana, yeah I promise that too."
I left my phone for a couple of hours not knowing what the hell will happen afterwards. I just need to clear my head and eat a fucking Nutella jar. I was 100 percent sure that my now "friendship" with Adam will not be long, I know him he isn't the type of guy who will still be friends with his exes but I hope I can change that in the end he was a really good friend for me.
After having my time alone I dialed Anna's number to let her catch on everything, I think I grew closer to Anna than ever she's been there for me through all of Adams and I relationship and afterwards, and still Nathalie is busy with hailey and Luke's relationship. Maybe I'll just tell the girls later on.
"Guess you're not the only one single here Anna"
"Oh lana you broke up with Adam haven't you?"
"Yeah I guess we did"
"And how are you feeling."
"I don't know I just felt relieved like it's for the better for both of us"
"And harry?" God I wish she didn't bring him up, I don't know either Anna so that's just makes to two of us.
"I heard nothing from him after our last conversation but that's okay with me."
"Are you sure you're okay lou, you sound sad"
"No i just don't want to regret anything or to go after harry and we all know how he can just disappear and never hear from him again"
"Okay listen here bestfriend, whatever the fuck is going to happen with this gorgeous of a shit mind Harry let it happen, live it till the end, see what he got. You were not happy with Adam and we can all sense that, it's your life in the end live it as you like. As for harry just try to contact him and see how it goes."
"Yeah I'll probably just text him later but do you think what I did to Adam was wrong?"
"Honestly I don't think what you did was wrong like for God's sake the moment you felt like you stopped having any feelings for him you went to talk him to end things instead of continuing in this relationship, so no I don't think you did anything wrong."
"But Louis and Laila will obviously not going to take the way you did Anna" and I was right like Louis is Adams bestfriend in the end even though I know him long before Adam came to our school but still, as for Laila she is going to be with Louis's opinion no matter what.
"For gosh sakes lana who the fuck cares about what both of a fucking new love birds think, let them do whatever the fuck they want. Nobody gives a shit about it anyways." Sometimes I really thank god for having this crazy girl in my life.
"Yeah I'll probably just wait for whatever the fuck will happen"
"Get it girl and now you're free in the market again"
"Ahahahahhahahah, I guess so Anna."
"Have a goodnight girl and just try to forget about it."
If only I can.....
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