Jay Rose

Chapter 36: the bullshit acceptance

We were still not believing what came out of Nat's mouth but we were trying out best to accept it, there was no other choice.

"No one knows about this." She paused. "Except for someone, his reaction wasn't really good and after that i swore I won't tell anyone, but I just wanted to get it off my chest." When she said "his" I immediately knew who the person was.

We were all mouth shut waiting for closure, or anything to make us understand the whole situation.

"It all started with him taking dirty all the time." She said looking down with water filling her eyes.

"Which level of dirtiness?" Alexis asked. We thought that maybe it's going to be a dirty taking coming from a teenage boy, but sadly we were all disappointed by her reply.

"More you could ever imagine." That's all she said to make us think of thousands of every dirty scenario in every movie we watched.

"But why though?" Kylie finally talked.

"He kept on telling me all the damn time, he couldn't stop talking about other things it was so annoying really."

"That's still not an excuse." I said.

"Yeah I know that, I know that I am wrong but it was really complicated." She stopped and then continued. " I only told Louis about this and his reaction that he got really angry at me and told me that I can't do it and I kept on crying because I know that I just wanted to be things okay and...."

"But what you are making is not okay Nat." Kylie added.

"Louis can't get that angry what the hell." Alexis said. What? I am angry right now how can't he not be angry how can anybody not be angry after this.

"Look Nat, everything is going to be okay I'm sure, you just have to stop whatever the hell is going between you guys." Alexis said.

Kylie and I remain silent as we really don't know what to add in this complicated conversation. I really don't understand Alexis, like we can't really comfort Nathalie about what she's doing, she needs to know that it's wrong, for her sake, and Hailey's.

"Anything you want to add?" Kylie asked Nathalie.

"The last week has been horrible really." She took a breath then continued. "He wanted us to make out in school in one of the empty classes, I tried to refuse first but then I thought of why not act in front of him that I accept and then when we be alone in class I can confront him of what he's doing is wrong." She left all our jaws down.

Okay what the actual fuck.

"Nat it's not going to work like that, what the hell were you thinking?" Kylie said angrily. Well i might be 100 percent more angry than Kylie but I am trying my best not to explode.

"I don't know Kylie, I wanted to confront him for hailey's sake!" Her voice started to het higher.

"By telling him that he can make out with you?" Kylie said.

"It's not what it sounds, I was not going to make out with him Kylie." Nathalie replied.

"Wait wait, the whole conversation is on what's app?" I asked.

"Yeah." She replied. Fuck.

"You do know that anytime he can show the whole chats to Hailey right?" I said.

"I don't think he will do that." Really Nathalie?

"Why not, luke is human of a dick, he can do that and change his replies to make you the bad guy in front of Hailey." Kylie continued me.