lost innocence

roka ceremony,possessive shivaay

Next day annika was busy like hell,she didn't talk to shivaay properly,which made shivaay more anxious,he is scared that if annika find someone then how will he live in this world.but on the other hand he is feeling that why the hell it effects him.no I don't love annika,I don't love her,I don't love her.this sentence he was chanting all day..
At night he was thinking about her only..
Shivaay's pov……
From tomorrow,guest will start to come and here annika,she is busy like hell.when I try to talk her , my family members and others disturb us.she is totally free at this moment my mind said.so what are you waiting for go and talk to her,my heart said.don't follow your heart it's 2:30 am.let her sleep.my mind said.
Okay fine,I am not going anywhere.she is already tired and she has a big day tomorrow.i can't disturb her.that too for  my unknown feelings.saying this I slept.

Next day,oberoi mansion has hustle-bustle,everyone just calling ambika.but I didn't see her yet.just then I see her.she is looking elegant and beautiful.she is simple but beautiful.

she is running here or there and talking in phone or should I say bargaining.i don't know when will she change.but I don't want anyother annika.i want this annika.she is perfect.wait a minute today many handsome boys will come.well no one more handsome than me.but that's not the point.the point is if annika fall in love with someone.no I can't let this happen.why do you love her,my heart ask to me.no it's not love it's just that I don't want that she trapped again.that's it.my mind said.but she is beautiful and I will not let any boy go near her.
End of pov..

In evening….

The roka held in the evening 5:00 pm.well gauri want her roka in the garden so annika arranged everything in the oberoi mansion's garden.
The three obros reached garden all decked up in their lavish style.
Shivaay…

Om….

Rudra…