I sit and stare at the window, it trickles down the thin glass and gathers at the bottom until the group is brave enough to jump. Together. I wish i had someone to be a together. But i cant. I wont. Ive been sat in my bed for days and havent bothered about school. Its hurting my head. All the maths and english...
I tell myself that but i always found learning easy. Its the people. The judging eyes that would dart around for a target to heckle and laugh at. I couldnt stand it. All the pointing fingers and shouts. I hated it. Mother knew it... so would father if he was still here.
I hear a knock and mumble a few words. I dont even know what i was trying to say. The door creaks open behind me. I block out the the voice and nod slowly like i know what theyre saying. I dont know who it is. I couldnt care enough to look. The door creaks shut and i lean my head against the window.
Tears start to tumble from my eyelids. There jumping without friends. Alone. I should try that.
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