I stand in my room and state at the reflection before me. Its all I need. Myself. I stand alone, lost and broken. I pull my shirt out and sigh. Its disgusting. Its boney, nothings there. My body flies back onto my bed and I Climb up and lay my head against the pillow. I pull my shirt up and look down. I feel sick. I push it back down and protect it with another layer. I pull my headphones over my head and wrap the cord around my neck. I tighten it and choke back the tears. I push the pillow into !y face and scream into it. I lift myself up from the bed and throw the pillow across the room at the mirror. Slowly the mirror falls down and I stare at the shattered glass. I rip the headphones from my ears and pick in the shattered mirror. With pieces missing I look better than normal.
I throw the mirror back the ground and I stumble back. I trip over and fall back. My head hits the ground and my eyesight turns hazy. My hands shake as I try and push myself up. I fail and my wrists tremble as I lose all strength in my arms. My heart speeds up and tears well up in my eyes. why me.
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AcakI write about what i think about, alot i wont publish some Will show up and disappear some never will
