Stuck in my past I fall down one last time. This time I'm playing his part. The part of J. I slam against the sunflowers that have bloomed in the small section of daylight that's available down here. I lift myself from the ground, unfazed from the fall and walk through what I knew before as my safe Haven but is now a simply a memory of my Hopes and dreams. I crack my knuckles and pick up a stick off the ground. I hear the humming of a soft voice as I maneuver my way through the Ruins. The sweet singing of a motherly figure reminds me of Home. The slow footsteps give me a sense of peace and safety in there lightness. I move toward the voice. The closer I get it gets louder until I see nothing but a dusty pile of clothes left on the ground. Robes. Thoughts go through my head. No. Surely not. That kind of stuff doesn't happen. Not like this. He really hated her that much?
I push forward and drag my feet across the ground. Who could do that. I reach it. The sweet smell of cinnamon drifts underneath my nose. The rotting wood of the door frame tells its age. I approach the door and I run my fingers down the door. A dust that's not murderous. I lay my fingers on the handle turn it and push open the ruined home. Torn apart by humans and monsters alike. This was a lovely home Once upon a time. I look around. I don't want to be here long. I stumble down the stairs and drum down the hallway. I know what kind of greenery is around this area. I run toward the door and push it with all my might. I stumble out as it swings open. I remember it being a lot heavier.
Well here we are. I look around and see the remnants of a torn up green hoodie. I pick it up and throw it over my head. The snow falls onto my head. Slowly it drifts on top of my head. I go onwards to the main attraction. Her. I hear a twig snaps and my head turns. A smile spreads across my face and I experience Heartache. I turn and carry on walking. Don't need to fear this one. I keep trotting until I come up to a bridge. I take of the hoodie and throw it over. Its about to get a whole lot colder. I walk across and the bridge snaps under my feet as expected. I fall into the water and laugh to myself. A farmilliar sweet voice looms above me.
'Need a hand down there?'

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