My Thoughts

Trust In Yourself

I don't trust that thieving smile that spreads across your face when I don't know what to do. I don't trust when you twiddle your thumbs in anticipation for my next mistake. I don't trust when you trip me up and watch me tumble and Mark myself with emotional scars as I take it out on others. I hate your dirty grin, a smirk so devilish it could hurt a thousand souls without trying. A sharp toothed Proud Disgusting wide spread image of pure evil that can fool anyone into trust in it. I can't change the fact that you'll always show up to destroy my day. I can't change the fact that they will see you and they will be horrified then mistake you for me. Your my twin, my doppelganger. You're me with an eerie atmosphere. Whenever you approach I feel a dark shade of smoke cover my identity and i become a different person with different morals and beliefs. I hear about 'me' from others. About how I'm depressed or lonely. It's because of you my dark twisted friend. It's because you make me who I despise most and yet I still sit here waiting for you. You put a rope with bad intentions around my neck and let him do what it wants with me. You treat me like a toy, something to ruin, somethung to damage. You will always be here to let me know it wasn't my fault, it's theirs. To remind me that I am innocent and that they are the one in the wrong. Until I feel the dirty smoke that you emit crawl out of my mouth as I spit damaging, inhumane phrases at my closest of friends yet again leaving me with emotional scars. I hate you. I don't trust you.

I hope you enjoy your time.

My anger.