It ain't showing off or tryna make you feel bad. It's just showing my skill. If I don't I don't do well. If I don't I can't let people know I stand out in something. I can't let people know what kind of intelligence or skill I have in a certain something.
I'm not tryna rub it in, 'I'm better than you' is a half arsed self confidence booster that makes you sound like a twat. I'm not making you feel bad about yourself because I can do it. I'm not limiting you to getting better. It takes confidence to show my skill y'know that. I'm not there with a proud face and my eyes closed I'm say with my eyes glued on what I'm doing and my brain in full focus as I try my hardest so show what I can do. Showing how much I'm something new and special that hasn't been seen before.
I'm something people want because of how well I succeed. I'm something nobody wants to go against as I'm a brainy rude humorous teen. A moody little brat that outsmarts you when your wrong. A disgusting little twat that would dare to battle against the greats. A fucking idiot ready to make you howl with laughter then cry as my disturbing insults hurl at you day after day.
You think you got it bad. I just deflect what I get. Take it in at home and at school so I let it out as a joke and everyone laughs it off. I break off the part of me and dump it by the school gates every night just to pick it up by the morning and click it back onto me. I sit and cry for hours because of my distrust in myself and others.
I hate myself
I hate you
See you eventually.
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RandomI write about what i think about, alot i wont publish some Will show up and disappear some never will
