Life's full of challenges. People hate challenges. Each person a different problem. A different solution. I'm told I'm good with solutions, advice. I know alot. Full of wisdom and anger covered by a loud and uncaring outershell. I seem okay. But as soon as you dive deep into my writing, lines and lines of problems, my problems and others.
My large intimidating figure tends to scare those who don't know me. My anger scares off those who don't care. My skill in writing and drawing intruige those who understand. My deep voice grumbles and bashes those who can't handle it. My eyes are small yet piercing. But my smile is genuine. I'm not scared to hide my true emotions. I'm not scared of anyone really. They can shout and scream and beat me till I'm a walking scar.
Break a bone it heals but will leave a scar . Break a heart. It takes longer but will leave a bigger scar. Worse. Break someone's mind well that's impressive. That's commitment to break someone down day after day reminding them of how horrible they are. How disgusting they look. Knowing your jealous of how good they are. Jealous they can do things you can't. So you beat them until they can't fight back to any sort of problem.
A warm embrace can fix a heart for brief moments. A loving hold for moments can begin mend the hole by the previous piece of shit that broke it. Those who fall in love with those who break them are not getting fixed. They are only breaking themselves more with worry and doubt. Trust issues arise. Being reminded of how horrible you are.
I'm sorry.
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My Thoughts
RandomI write about what i think about, alot i wont publish some Will show up and disappear some never will
