My Thoughts

I Bet You Never.

I bet you never disobeyed the one you loved to the point where you make them cry. I bet you never managed to break someone's bone when you were younger. I bet you never let someone take advantage of you without you noticing. Doing something so incredibly stupid when I just want to protect you. I just want to help I don't mean anything by it. I truly love you with all my heart and I don't want anything bad to happen. If I try keep the promise surely it should be fine. The promise that I'll do nothing stupid and you don't have to worry about me. You dont have to bother waiting around for me to be safe.  I need to take care of myself everyday so you don't need to worry or remind me each morning that I can do it. If I'm strong I'm something you can rely on. Its tough but i have to do it because I'm a guy. I have to be tough. I have to want to fight everyone. I have to punch everything. I have to protect what I love. I hate it. I hate what I have to be yet I conform to it anyway. I do form to the dirty stereotype that the world has made. I hate it. I hate myself.

Goodnight