Day 13 - 2

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To: Chaeyoung

Hi, I don't know if you're reading this now but... I have five things to say to you.

One. I wanted to say 'Thank you' for always being there for me, even when I annoy you at most time. I never said this before but I love your presence. It make my lips voluntarily smile at your clever antics and you give me this unexplainable fuzzy warm feeling just by being with you.

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Two. As much as I love your black hair, I can't help but to miss your previous pink hair. You looked adorable.

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You must be wondering now, how I have so many snaps of you on my phone

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You must be wondering now, how I have so many snaps of you on my phone. Well, Park. You're hella cute and even before I had this weird idea of wanting you to be miraculously small so that I can make you my keychain and take you wherever I go. Because why not? You are so cute.

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Three. I love your laugh.

Four. I love how you look at me, the way your soft gaze stays on my face as you listen carefully to every random things that I tell and after that you will slowly smile and leave a comment. You always listen, Jimin. No matter how ridiculous my stories are, You will still listen.

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(I owe that picture to Jennie

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(I owe that picture to Jennie.)
Five. I'm sorry, I ran away and avoided you after our last conversation. I got scared. I got really scared of you being mad at me, because I don't know if I can handle that.

And I fear of what you'll think of me after I said those things, that I'll forever like Taehyung but I am not in love with him anymore, I know... it's confusing. Are you disgusted of me now? Because, you see I'm not like the other girls. I'm complicated and I don't even know your real feelings for me but I had the guts to be mad of those girls who's having your attention instead of mine.

Jimin, if Taehyung is a whole package of trouble? I, on the other hand, is chaos. I accidentally break things that I am not fully aware at, I am this pile of mess and havoc. I'm different.

But behind this madness. Jimin, you give me this, comfortable peace. and not having you around now is suffocating, it's like there's this invisible black hole that sucking the remaining sanity in me.

I'm scared.

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