(Shawn pov)
"What happened at the party tonight?" Cam asked angrily
"Me and Em got into a little argument." I say
I was sitting on the couch and Nash and Cam sat on the opposite couch across from me.
"It wasn't a little argument, you hurt Emily. She's in her room crying her eyes out because of what you did." Cam says raising his voice.
"I kissed Ava, Nash's girlfriend. The kiss got pretty intense. One thing led to another and We both ended up shirtless. Emily walked in on us kissing. She got mad at me and we started arguing. She told me I should sleep Ava and I told her I would. I was mad, I had no clue what I was saying and to top it off I was drunk."
"Did you sleep with her?" Nash asked
"No. But I really am sorry. I never meant to kiss Ava or hurt Emily. I honestly don't have a good excuse for any of this." I said running my fingers through my hair.
How could I hurt Emily?
She means so much to me. All those promises I promised her, I broke. This is all my fault. I don't even remember how we ended up in the bedroom.
(Emily pov)
"Hey Em." Both Jacks say
"Hi"
"Do you want to hear our new song?" Johnson asked
"Sure."
They started to play the track on their phones and they began to sing/ rap.
Ya know
Alright, let's go
When the tide hits you straight in the face Life is getting harder treading water, got nowhere to go And as the time slips away, day by day Stranded in the ocean, every open door has now been closed
Deadbolt locked, no escape Feeling like an outcast, so out of place And I know the tides might take you away But don't you worry there's no hurry for tomorrow 'Cause today's still young
Now you've hit rock bottom and you're feeling lost at sea Just keep your head above the water And I know you'll find some way to breathe When the tides they drag you down When the tides they drag you down Down under, further than you've ever been, Well, you know When the tides they pull you out When the tides they pull you out Out so far, Lord teach me how to swim, how to swim
Stay away from the bad tides Only go where there's good vibes
The good vibes, I knew I would choose positivity After I realize my life is so much more I know this life ain't what you bargained for But honestly you never know what life has got in store
'Cause everybody's gonna make it if they try And if you persevere through your fears, never hide. Fold your hands in a prayer to the sky And let your worries wash away with the tides And I'm singing
Now you've hit rock bottom and you're feeling lost at sea Just keep your head above the water And I know you'll find some way to breathe When the tides they drag you down When the tides they drag you down Down under, further than you've ever been, Well, you know When the tides they pull you out When the tides they pull you out Out so far, Lord teach me how to swim, how to swim
Stay away from the bad tides Only go where there's good vibes
And you got to keep your chin up, keep your head held high Just forget about the bad tides, let em roll on by And you got to keep your chin up, keep your head held high Just forget about the bad tides, let em roll on by
When the tides they drag you down When the tides they drag you down Down under, further than you've ever been, Well, you know When the tides they pull you out When the tides they pull you out Out so far, Lord teach me how to swim, how to swim
Stay away from the bad tides Only go where there's good vibes Stay away from the bad tides Only go where there's good vibes.
"That was amazing."
"Thanks." They both said hugging me.
"It gets better. I promise." Gilinsky says and they pull away from the group hug.
After they left I climbed onto the roof and looked out at the sight. I tried to clear my mind but all I could think about was Shawn. A tear escaped my eyes.
"Hey mind if I join you?" I looked up to see Cam.
"Its fine." I say wiping away the tears and moving over to make room for Cam.
He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him.
"It only gets better." He said kissing my forehead.
"That's what gilinsky said a few minutes ago." I say and he smiles at me.
"Shawn wants to apologize, for what happened earlier." Cam says
"I don't want to speak to him. I don't even want to see him." I says and Cam nods.
This sucks. I know I can't avoid Shawn forever considering were going on tour together at the end of this week.
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OKAY SO IT WAS A BORING FILLER CHAPTER. SORRY. I WAS BEING LAZY.
ANYWAYS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILINSKY. WE LOVE YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU DO!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEACE ♥
~AHRAYAL MENDES~
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♪Life Saver♪ {Shawn Mendes}
FanfictionHe will be the one to save her but he will also be the one to hurt her
