Watch N' Learn 3

Chapter 50

Chapter 50

Ryan

"I don't think this is a good idea Ryan. That girl is crazy and I just had a baby. I don't want nor need anyone stressing me out." Zara said.

"She'll be straight, I'll handle her. Don't worry about her. It's time to tell her because I can't be dealing with this shit anymore. I'm ready to just put everything out there for her to know." I said.

"I honestly think that she doesn't need to know about me or my baby. It has nothing to do with her." 

I sighed. "It do though. I've been with you all the time since lil dude was born. She went through my phone and saw the shit between you and I."

"I think that's a conversation that need to be between you and her, not me."

"Nah, she need to understand that this little boy gonna be in my life forever. I don't want to be hiding him." I explained to her.

Zara smiled. "Ry, you are not hiding him. I just don't want this to get out to anyone. You know our situation." 

"Yeah shit been crazy, but it's now or never lil mama. You can come to her crib with me and let her meet him." 

"Are you sure?" she questioned.

"I got you. Don't worry about shit. She will be okay, I promise. Get dressed so we can pull up on her and let her know what's up." I said to Zara. 

"Alright."

I knew me and Zara coming clean about the situation would make shit right between me and Alyssa. I don't want to feel like I'm hiding shit from her either. She was talking a lot of shit at the hospital while her pops was there because she knew I wasn't gonna get disrespectful in there with him. I got respect for her father.

She pissed off at me because I hadn't been up to the hospital to see her when she was there but I had shit to take care of. 

I dialed her number on my phone and it rang several times before she answered.

"What do you want?" Alyssa said.

"What's up with you?" I asked.

She sighed. "Nothing, do you want something?"

"I'm gonna come through in a little bit. We gotta talk..."

"Talk about what Ryan? You said everything that you needed to say in the hospital a few days ago. I can't be stressing out and you know that." 

"I get that. Let me just come through and talk to you in person though. It's...important." I said glancing at Zara as she raced around her apartment.

"Fine." 

"I love you." I said to her.

"I'll see you when you get here." she said before hanging up.

Damn, she cold.

This was probably gonna be harder than I thought, but it has to be done.

Alyssa