Because You're Mine (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twenty-Seven: Scott

Trigger warning! I'm so sorry! Remember that I love you all!

"Scott!" Kirstie is whimpering. "SCOTT!"

I can smell her fear and her pain. I open my eyes and shes trying to sit up but as she does a spasm of pain racks her body.

There is blood everywhere: the sheets, the blanket, and my lower half. She must have had her leg draped over me when it started.

"Somethings not right, Scott. Help me! Ahh!" Suddenly there is more blood spreading from between her legs. A lot of blood.

I push myself off of the bed and just look for a minute. I know immediately once I see the amount of blood that she's lost the baby.

"Kirstie. I know it hurts. Just try and breathe. You probably don't want me to say it but I think you know what's happening. Yeah?"

She nods with tears streaming down her face. Then she looks back up at me.

"Why Scott? Why didn't you help me prevent this? Why'd you let this happen?" She says to me

I can't believe it. This is my fault? I did this?

"I'm so sorry, Kirstie-"

"Don't call me that! Only my friends can call me that. You are not my friend!"

I feel tears in my eyes as she says this.

"I'm so sorry." I walk over and grab the razor that was in the bathroom. Kevin had brought it for me because I was refusing to leave.

I break the blade off and look at it.

Kirstie, knowing what I'm thinking says this: "That's right! This world is much better off without you. You could've helped but instead you did nothing and my baby is dead because of it. Because of you. Just end it Scott. No ones gonna care any way. Not after this. So just do it."

I put the blade to my arm. I push down and I feel a sting. Blood runs down and drips on the floor.

I dig deeper and drag the blade up my arm. It hurts but it'll help Kirstie. Even if she hates me, I'm still going to make her happy in anyway I can.

Blood is flowing freely now. Its all over the floor. I finish with my left arm and I go to my right one. This one hurts less.

When I finish I just stand there. Kirsten looks at me, she feels nothing. There is no emotion in her face.

I start to feel dizzy and cold. So I lay down on the ground. There is a darkness closing in around my vision.

I feel everything.

Then I feel nothing at all.

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I wake up in a cold sweat. My sheets are soaked with sweat and my shirt is drenched, so take it off and I look at my arms. There are red marks where the blade in my dream had cut, but there where no actual wounds. I may have scratched myself.

Its been a week since Kirstie lost her baby. I don't know why its affecting me so much. I do blame myself, because I was the only one there. I should have sensed something.

God. The poor girl hasn't even left her room since she got home. I've seen her once, but not because she didn't want me to. She sends Mitch out to get me all the time. I just can't face her.

I don't want to see that look in her eyes.

"Scott?" Mitch says. He must have heard me shouting, because he's right at my doorway.

"Yeah?"

"Are you okay? You look like your crying. I heard you screaming."

Fucking Christ. I'm so tired of crying.

"Uh yeah. Im fine" I say as I sniffle and wipe my face. "Just had a bad dream. I'm sorry I woke you Mitchy. Go back to bed."

"I can't. Omega remember?" He says with a smile. God I love that smile. It shows his perfect teeth. And his brown eyes get even brighter. The attraction I feel towards this boy is like nothing I've ever felt. I want him. My alpha goes crazy whenever Mitch is close.

"Yeah." I laugh. "You wanna go make breakfast?"

"Really?" His eyes got wide. Damn he's cute.

"Yes Mitch. Really. I've been distant from you lately and that just feels wrong. So yes Mitch I want you to help me make some breakfast. Please?"

He gets really excited and squeals. He runs to me and jumps, wrapping his legs around my waist and his arms around my neck.

My alpha is going crazy. He wants Mitch. But I need air.

I pat his back.

"M-mitchy?"

"Yes?" He says into my neck. His breath send tingles down my spine giving me goosebumps. Considering I'm not wearing a shirt I'm sure he noticed.

"Oxygen?" My voice is muffled by his shirt.

"Oh my god! Im so sorry." He says as he tries to scramble out of my arms.

"Hey wait a minute!" I laugh as I keep my grip around his waist. "That didn't mean get off of me. I just needed to breathe." I smile at him.

"Oh..." He's so lost. Adorable.

"I like hugging you. Taking in your scent. I'm sorry if that's weird."

He blushes and snuggles his face in my neck. I feel him inhale and then exhale.

"You smell good...alpha." Mitch bit his lip and oh my god. My alpha wants so bad to take over. I don't let him though.
"You like me calling you alpha?" He says in a tone that does so many things to me.

I see a glint in his eyes and I know he's feeling the same thing I am.

I kiss his neck. He practically melts in my arms. I cant help but notice something starting to poke me in the stomach. I lick up from his neck to his earlobe.

"Sc-Scott..." He moaned. I know I need to stop but I can't. Mitch is getting harder and its really noticeable, well to me at least.

I manage to get a hold of myself and I pull away from his neck. I turn us around and lay mitch on his back. I hover over him and just look at him.

Next thing I know he's grabbing my neck and pulling me down so that my lips meet his. We just make out. Nothing more, nothing less. I didn't matter how much my alpha wanted Mitch. I'm not going to do anything until Mitch officially my omega.

Of course I have to talk to Avi first.

After a few minutes of us making out. Mitch pulls away, causing me to sort of whine.

"I hate to stop but were supposed to be making breakfast."

"Ugh fine." I say. "Pancakes?"

"Can they be chocolate chip?"

I smile and laugh. "Yes Mitchy. They can be chocolate chip." I kiss his forehead and I walk over to my closet. I smile when I see Mitch frown as I pull on a shirt.

A/N: Again I am so sorry. But did the scomiche scene make up for the beginning? Let me know. Love you guys!

~🌈Jordan❤~