Because You're Mine (COMPLETED)

Chapter Thirty-Four: Avi

I sit criss-cross on the floor beside Kirstie's bed. Shes whimpered a few tines but nothing to bad. I mean it's to be expected. Shes been through hell. Today was just a really bad day. I look at her as she sleeping. I promise I'm not creeping, I'm just...observing.

The small omega in front of me is so kind, and gentle and caring thar you would never guess anything bad had happened to her. She really is beautiful too. Her face is perfect for her.

She shifts and a piece of hair falls in her face I gently move it as her eyes flutter open. I quickly draw my arm back so she doesn't think I'm going to hurt her. She doesn't move though. But she does smile at me.

Wait.

She smiled at me.

"Hey there kitten." I say to her. She blushes.

"Hi." She says.

"How do you feel?"

"Icky." She makes a pouty face. Adorable.

"Well I'm not surprised. Its been a rough day. You want some Juice?" She nods her head quickly as her face lights up.

"Apple?" She asks.

"Yep. I'll be right back." I quickly go downstairs to get it.when I get back upstairs I see that she hasn't moved. But she hears me and sits up.

"Here ya go. Nice cold apple juice for you, my dear."

"Thank you." As she grabs it I see the bandage on her arm fully

"How's your arm?"  I ask.

She looks confused. She furrows her eyebrows. She looks at her arm and her eyes widen.

"Did I...?" I just nod. She seems un-phased by this. At least, she not crying like I expected. "Okay then. I got that bad?" She acts like this has happened before.

I nod. "Uhh...kirstie, has this...has this happened before?"

She nods. "But only once. I didn't hurt anyone did I?" That brings tears to her eyes.

"No. Physically, everyone is fine. But mentally and emotionally...i-i-uh you really scared all of us tonight. Scott was...he had a hard time. Mitch hasn't left his room and he's only talked to scott. We were all pretty freaked out today."

She nods and sniffles. "Are you gonna send me away?"

"What? No-no. Why would you think that?"

"For being a bad omega. Alphas send away their bad omegas. I did a bad thing."

"Hunny, no. You just had a breakdown. We all have them." I lean down closely. "Don't tell the others but I have my bad days too. I've had to fix holes in the walls. Only Kevin knows this so make sure you don't tell the others, okay?" I smile.

She smiles back and nods. "I promise." She holds out her pinky finger.

"I swear by these Kit." I say.

"Me too." She wraps her finger around mine. We kissed thumbs and put then together. I look at her fir a second.

"Kirstie?" I ask slowly.

"Hmm?"

"Do you feel safe? Like...with me?"

"I feel safe, mentally. Physically...I know I'm safe but my body thinks other wise. I've been hurt so much that my body doesn't understand what its like for someone to be gentle with it. Does that make sense?"

"Yes hunny. It makes perfect sense. Can I ask...without you getting to upset...can I ask what happened? What he did?"

"Yeah. I'm fine now. Umm. He would hurt me, rape me. Some times he would have friends help him. Other times he would watch. He used a lot of things on me. I've gotten pregnant twice and miscarried twice. He was merciless. Ramming into me. Hurting me. Shoving himself down my throat. Or making me do things that I didn't want to do. It went on for about 5 years before I left. He never once asked if I wanted to he just...did. It was my punishment. Or just when he felt the need. I hated every single second of it. My body betrayed me. He would put...things in me and my body would react. It hurt so bad. Every time. Everytime I wanted it to end and it never did. I kept thinking that maybe he would change, but he never did. He would call me a slut and a whore. He would make me tell him I liked it and to call him...daddy."

She went on telling me all of these horrible things about what had been done to her. She didn't shed a single tear. I listened the whole time without interrupting her. Despite what she was saying, I love the sound of her voice.

When she finishes she takes a breath and looks down. I see a single tear escape. I put my hand gently to her face and tilt her head up. Her beautiful green eyes meet mine.

"Why are you crying?" I ask softly.

"Its a good cry. Well sort of. It feels good to finally tell someone about it, but as I said all that. It made me seem like I was weak for letting all of that stuff to happen to me."

"Kirstin Maldonado, you are anything but weak. You don't go through what you went through and come out of it weak. It's not your fault that you couldn't fend him off. Alphas are strong. You are a small omega girl. You're naturally at a disadvantage against him. But just because your small, doesn't mean that you are weak. You are one of the strongest people that I know. You are strong and beautiful and kind and gentle..and according to Mitch a complete snuggle bug."

"He told you that!?" She said with a huge smile on her face.

I smile and nod."Mm hmm. And the best part is, is the I can totally see it. Now. When ever you are sitting by Mitch or Scott you snuggle up so close that you would become them if you pressed in any further."

She laughs. I love her laugh. Then she yawns.

"I'm sleepy." She says.

"I'll met you rest then." I grab her and and give it a quick squeeze. I go to walk away but she keeps her grip.

"Avi?" She asks.

"Yeah kit?"

"Can we cuddle?"

"Are you sure? Like absolutely sure?"

She nods quickly and smiles.

"Please?" She gives me the pouty face again.

"Oh fine." I smile. "I'll cuddle with you." She scoots over to give me room. She then snuggles into me with her arm across my middle, her head on my chest and her leg over mine as if this is normal. Quickly she falls asleep. She has this cute teeny little snore. I wrap my arms around her and slowly feel myself start to drift off to sleep. Just before I do. I gently kiss her forehead, then fall asleep.