Because You're Mine (COMPLETED)

Chapter 50: Mitch

I feel horrible. My whole body is hot and it hurts and I just want to sleep. I just woke up, drenched in sweat. I'm in my own room for now because I explained to Kevin how I felt and he told me it might be my heat, so he and Avi are keeping Scott and I separate.

I toss and turn, trying to get comfortable. I'm naked at this point. I have taken off everything to try and keep it cool. No luck.

I don't understand. My heats not until next week. Am I just hormonal? Probably. I'm not horny, I'm just over heating. I sigh and look at the clock.

I haven't slept and its almost 7 in the morning. I sigh again. I toss my covers and sit up. I get up and put on some pants and walk out to get some food.

I see Kirstie in the hallway. "Hey girl." I say with a small wave. She doesn't respond. After a second, I hear a sniffle. "You okay?" I ask. I slide down the wall to sit next to her. The cold is a relief for my back.

She frantically wipes her face. "N-nothing. I'm okay." She looks at me and gives me a fairly convincing smile. If I didn't know her, I would've thought she was fine.

I grab her knee. "Liar. What's up? You know you can tell me anything and everything."

She gives a half-hearted laugh. "I know. You just probably don't wanna here it."

I sigh and gently tug her face to have her look at me. "You are my best friend. You could sprout a second head, and I would help you figure it out. So talk to me."

She sighs sadly. "I couldn't sleep. I was up thinking about my babies. The ones that I lost. I cant help but think that there was something I could have done to save them. I just-" her voice was cut off by a sob. She covered her mouth.

I wrap my arms around her and pull her into my side. She play with her hair until she calms down a little bit. "There was nothing you could've done. Maybe...maybe it's the universe telling you that your just not ready."

"Pretty cruel way of telling me."

I chuckle. "Yeah, I know. I couldn't imagine what it was like for you. I mean, I know it was bad, but seeing you so...distraught, was hard."

She shifted and climbed into my lap, then snuggled her face into my neck. I felt hot tears drip onto my skin. "Shh. Baby, its alright. Let it out." I whisper into her ear. "Do you believe in God and heaven and all of that?" I ask her softly.

"I've tried. But things keep happening to make me think there isn't a God."

I nod. Then realize she can't see me. "I understand that. If you want, I can take you to church with me one day. Kevin takes me weekly. You can come with." I offer.

"Um. Yeah. Okay. I'll try it." She absently rubs her stomach. She misses them. She chokes again, and starts bawling. I just hold her. I rub her back and hold her free hand. She continues to rub her stomach with her thumb.

I reach down and flatten my hand against her belly. I put my forehead against hers. "When the time is right, I guarantee you will be an amazing mother. To a beautiful baby that is going to look just like you. I promise." I kiss her forehead and rub her belly.

She giggled. "That tickles." She looks at me and kisses my cheek. "Thank you, Mitchy. That really means a lot. Thank you." She sniffled. I wipe her tears and give her a squeeze.

I try to get up, and a wave of pain flares over me. I curl up and fall to my side. A fresh layer of sweat coats my body.

"Mitchy!" Kirstie says. She has her hands on me. That contact makes my body hurt more.

"Kit. No. Don't touch me. Please. Ahh." I clench my jaw. It hurts on the inside and the outside. "Its my heat. Definitely my heat." I say, more for myself that her. I smell her nerves go away.

"Do you want me to get Scott?" She asks while dabbing my forehead with her shirt. When she took it off, I have no idea, but I'm grateful for the feeling.

"No, give it a minute. Give it a minute. It'll pass and I'll be fine for a bit. Just...can you get some water? Or something to drink? Please?"

She nods kick me and starts to stand. I stop her. "You're not wearing a shirt." I point out. She chuckles.

"I've got a sports bra, it'll be fine." She smiles at me and gets up.

I lay on the ground, miserably. I hurt, everything hurts. It's hot. Just...ugh. I start to think about the Alphas and my eyes grow wide.

Oh no. What if one of them walk out here? I do my best to get up and get downstairs where Kirstie is. She sees me almost fall down the stairs as another wave hits me. She runs to me and catches me. She doesn't say anything, but the way she sighed told me she wasn't happy.

She helps me walk to the couch and sits me down. "Stay." She told me. I chuckle because I didn't plan on going anywhere else. She pats my head and walks back into the kitchen. I curl into myself, bringing my knees to my chest.

Few minutes later she walks out with some grape juice and toast. "Food. Eat it. It'll help."

I grab the juice, but shake my head at the toast. "Mm mm. I can't. If another wave hits me, I'll throw it up."

She frowns and puts it on the table next to me. I sip on my juice as she sits next to me. "SpongeBob or Frozen?" She ask me.

"If we watch Frozen, we have to watch the second one." I say. I'm fine with either so I'm letting her have the option. I expected her to pick Frozen, but the next thing I know I hear "who lives in a pineapple under the sea?" I fight the instinct to yell "SpongeBob SquarePants!" Like a child.

We watch about three episodes before my heat subsides enough to function. Everyone comes down, looking groggy and half asleep. Scott smiles when he sees me. He waves and continues into the kitchen. I get up and follow so I can give him a hug.

When I get into the kitchen, I realize scott isn't wearing a shirt. The sight sends a shiver throughout my body. I start to heat up again. This was a bad idea, but I can't pull myself away to leave the room. I want him.

I feel a small wave hit me. Not enough to knock me down, but enough to make my body sweat and my breathing to quicken. I feel like I'm gonna fall.

Scott looks at me and instantly knows what's going on. His eyes flick to red and he gives me a low growl.

Avi turns around and looks at us. He sighs. "What are you gonna do?" He asked Scott.

I could see that Scott was struggling. He didn't know what we wanted. Or if we should wait. We hadn't talked about it. I whimpered and shrunk down a bit lower to the ground. Scott walks over and helps me stand up. Once I'm steady, he lets go.

Kevin looks at us. "He's a 9, Scott."

Scott just nodded. I looked around and see everyone looking at me. I feel another rush and my knees give out.

Part 2 in like 10-20 minutes. Just give me some time for editing!

There will be smut in the next chapter. Like full on everything. So if you aren't comfortable with it, might wanna just not read it.

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