Because You're Mine (COMPLETED)

Chapter Eighteen: Kirstie

After my shower I feel a lot better. Clean. Avi's shirt is huge in my small body. It almost goes down to my knees.

I'm glad they were so nice to us. I feel kind bad because I was scared of Avi at first. My mind was telling me that he was fine but my body was telling me to run while I could. I couldn't control what my body was doing. It clung to Mitch. As it usually does.

Thankfully I was able to calm myself down and convince my body that I was safe.

Being sick was a different story. I never get sick like that. There was only one other time that I've ever thrown up for an unknown reason. And that was when I was going to have my baby. I'm probably wrong but I know my body, and since I'm not human, at least not entirely, our bodies show signs faster than a normal person's would. Most people don't know until about two months. For us, its about a month.

I lift my shirt up and look in the mirror. There are bruises everywhere. Most of them are healing but the fingerprints on my hips are still very visible. Then there's my scar from my baby. When I miscarried I was far enough along that they had done a c-section.

My little baby. I had learned that it was a boy. I would get punished everytime I would cry about it. We didn't know who's it was and we never found out.

If I'm right then I know who's this one is.

Jeremy's. He never used a condom.

I need to talk to Kevin. He put his number in all of our phones before he and Scott left. Thank god.

I let go of my shirt and it falls covering my body. I had a pair of Mitch's boxers still so I put those on because I had no underwear and Avi's pants are way to big for me.

I grab my phone and text Kevin.

Me: Kevin...?

K: Yes sweetheart?

Me: umm...I was wondering if you could get me a........pregnancy test?

K: Yeah but...nevermind. Yeah I'll pick you one up. Do you mind if I tell Scott?

Me: No go ahead I don't mind. Thank you beta. Just don't tell anyone else.

K: You're welcome sweetie. I won't.

After that I went down stairs. After all the trauma my body has endured. I've been told that me conceiving a child would be almost impossible. If this test come back negative then I'll be fine. But on the chance that its positive...I don't wanna think about that. I don't want to have his child.

Either way. If this test come back negative but I don't have my heat, that's when I'll start to worry.

Once I'm downstairs I see Mitch watching tv in the living room. SpongeBob. Of course. I smile and snuggle into Mitch's side.

"There's my snuggle bug!" He says with a bright smile on his face. "I was beginning to thing you fell asleep in the shower."

I laugh. Mitch has made me laugh more times in this last week and a half than I have in the last two years of my life.

After the episode of SpongeBob I'm hearing car doors shut. I start to feel nervous as I see scott walk through the door. He's eyeing me. Not the way Jeremy does but in a sort of "I need to talk to you" way.

"Mitchy I'll be right back." I say as I get up.

"Okay kit. Are you okay?" He smelled my nerves. Damn wolf senses.

I smile. "Yeah I just have to go to the bathroom."

I go upstairs to where scott had went.

"Kirstie." Scott says.

"Scott."

"Please don't tell me its his." He has tears in his eyes.

"Scotty, I don't even know if 'it' is a thing. I'm probably just going crazy. But I want to be sure. If the test comes back positive then I'll say something. If it comes back negative then we'll be fine. Only me, you, and Kevin know about this."

"What if it is negative but you don't have your heat? Then what?" He's terrified. I don't know why though.

"If that happens then...I- I'll worry about it then. But if it is negative we forget about it. Okay?" I pull him into a hug. Why is he so scared?

"Scott what's the matter?" He knows what I've been through. He doesn't know about my baby boy though.

"Kirstie. I don't think you need to take the test. I can smell you. Your smell is different from when I met you. As an alpha I'm supposed to know pretty much every characteristic of my pack members. As an alpha...Im naturally drawn to any...uhh you know...uhhh....nevermind. Its like a pull. Your scent has changed. It's stronger. Its still you, but it's almost...sweeter. Like Mitch's only stronger. I think your instincts are right."

I look at him wide eyed. I cant really argue with him. He believes what he's saying. I can see it in his eyes. "Okay" I take a breath. "I'm going to take it anyway...just to be sure."

He hands me the test and I go to the bathroom. After I'm finished. I come out and wait. Suddenly very nervous.

I start breathing very hard unable to control myself. All I can think about is him inside of me, making this possible.
I start crying at the thought.

"Kirst?"

I start sobbing. "I don't wanna be right!" I start feeling dizzy. Only now did I realize that I was hyperventilating. My knees give out and I fall to the ground. Scott catches me thankfully but I blackout. The only thing I remember is Scott grabbing the test from my hand putting it in his pocket and calling for Kevin with tears streaming down his face.