Cynefin...(18+)

Ch. 35-One on One

Kya POV:

Silence fell across the room none of them looking up over at me.

I put my head down thinking maybe I should have just left it alone.

"Well, not all of us sing. Namjoon, Hoseok, and Yoongi rap, while Jimin, Tae, Jungkook, and I can sing." Jin says causing his brothers to laugh.

"Hyungs couldn't sing to save their lives," Jimin says making them raise their eyebrows.

"I will have you know that I have the moves like jagger and the vocals of Beyoncé." He points his chopsticks at Jimin before shoveling food into his mouth. He looked so cute with mouth fun or noodles.

So what was it like, you know to perform?" I ask all of them wanting to know how the felt.

"It's exhilarating and lively, gets your blood pumping," Namjoon said and I nodded understanding what he meant.

"When and why did you guys start, I mean you gotta have some real motivation," I say before I put some noodles in my mouth.

They all took a moment, looking back and forth between each other.

"If it's that serious you guys don't have to tell me." I look down at my plate feeling bad from making them uncomfortable in their own house.

Nobody says anything, I move my food around my plate before deciding I had lost my appetite.

I get up without a word and clear my plate before cleaning it and heading in the direction of the guest room.

Yoongi POV:

I could tell she felt bad for making us uneasy. I didn't want her to feel like it was her fault.

When we started performing it was a difficult time for everyone. Our families were struggling and having school and work was making this harder. Money was what we soon realized the word ran on.

We needed money for school, for our family, our futures. It's what this world runs on and I feel like we realized at a good time. Preforming and our struggles brought us together, but we've never really shared that with other people. 

But I also know how we all feel about Kya, and I know when they are ready there going to tell her about it. For now, I'll go and walk the plank. 

I run my hand through my hair before looking up at my brothers.

"I'm gonna go talk to her, don't feel bad I feel like she understands a lot more than we think." They all nod before telling me goodnight and Tae came and hugged me telling me to pass it to Kya.

I smile before telling him I would and walking towards the panty before grabbing a bottle of wine and two glasses. I wave to my brothers before heading towards her room.

Kya POV:

I was putting a rubber band on the end of my second french braid when I hear a knock on the door.

"Come in." I grab my cover-up and pull it over my arms and quickly look myself over in the mirror.

I was wearing a red silk set that contained shorts and a spaghetti strap, and to cover it all a thing grey cover-up that fell to the middle of my thighs. It was to keep me warm and just in case.