Cynefin...(18+)

Ch. 60-Trying

Kya POV:

The next few days were stressful, anytime Yoongi and I ended up in the same room I always find some reason to leave.

My heart hurts every time I see him, all I can think of is him, her, and their baby. I think the reason it hurt so much is that a part of me thought that maybe I'd get to option of having his first child.

He has been leaving stuff at the basement door. The first day he left a stuffed animal, it had a letter wrapped up in its arms.

He wrote me a small poem, it made me smile but by the end, I was crying thinking this would be one of the last gifts I got from him.

Another time he felt a small painting and sometimes snacks, they were always my favorites.

I wasn't upset with him really, I was hurt I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. Like my happiness was being snatched from me.

After I finished reading the poem and having my meltdown I went out to ask where he was so I could thank him but Jin said he had left because Summer texted him. I let my head fall before finding my way back downstairs.

That was something that would happen a lot, his phone would make a notice and he would shoot up to put on his shoe and be out the door.

I was happy that he was so willing to be there for his child but then thoughts of them and her creep into my mind and it would spoil my mood.

The worst thing was I was letting it affect my relationship with the rest of them. They were brothers, maybe not biologically but they meant the world to one another and I couldn't be the one to break that up.

Sometimes when I was in a room and Yoongi walked in Namjoon would send him glares, but not wanting to make the situation worse I just leave and head back downstairs.

That was my regular pattern, I would go from bed to work and back to bed. The boys knew I was upset but they usually come down and try to find a way to cheer me up.

I didn't want to cause a rift between then but the boys just constantly assured me Yoongi would come to his sense, it didn't make me feel much better.

We were currently moving out the rest of my stuff, the boys assured me that I wouldn't need my furniture so I was able to sell the house furnished which made it even better.

Yoongi had promised me he would be here to help but texted me after not being here for twenty minutes saying something came up and I knew exactly what that something was.

Summer was really pissing me off, Namjoon had told me she has almost two months. Having Yoongi run around like a wild animal.

As we putting the rest of the boxes in trunk Yoongi pulls up, shutting off the car and jumping out.

"Hey I'm sorry I am so late, I can still help if you guys need it." I turn back around not really wanting to answer.

"We needed your help when we asked you to be here over an hour ago," Namjoon says and I turn to see him gripping the box tightly.

"I'm sorry I texted Kya, something came up."

"More like someone," Jimin mumbles quietly, but not quite enough that Yoongi doesn't hear it.

"Guy I'm trying okay, she needed me what the hell do you want me to do!" He throws his hands up.

"Oh yeah, well your girlfriend needed your help moving her things into our house, and you show up as we are finishing," Hobi says and after his eyes turn towards me and I shake my head.

I couldn't get made at yoongi about wanting to take care of his child, if anything I would probably be mad if he didn't.

"It's okay really, I don't want to get in the way of your happiness," I mumble raising my head to send him a small smile before turning back towards the boxes trying to find anything to distract myself.

"Kya you are my happiness." I let my head fall and I can feel the tears wanting to fall down my face.

"Look I know I fucked up with all of this, but I'm trying to make it right, I can't just leave my child with that psychopath. And I'm not just going to let you slip through my fingers, I'm going to make this work just be patient for me okay?"

He walks up to me and in the end, he is holding my jaw in his hand and the tears are sliding down my face as I nod my head.

I love him and I'd love a child that isn't mine even if it meant I could spend the rest of my life with him.

After that everything started to feel better, I mean everything wasn't normal but things were okay, I came out of the basement.

Yoongi had been running around a lot but he still made time to spend with the rest of us, sometimes he wouldn't answer his phone, and Summer would show up.

She would piss me off because she would always touch Yoongi or try and flirt with the rest of the guy when I wasn't there. It just came to the point where he had to go to her every time she texted.

But I trusted him and I knew he was doing his best. I had too much going on in my head. Work was kicking my ass, I had two articles to finish and a publications page to finish before the end of the week.

I've been working on them at home, the boys kept making me take small brain breaks and the first time they walked in on me with my glasses on, Hobi kept going on about how cute I looked, and promised to buy me as many pairs as I wanted as long as I promised to wear them.

It made me smile and he took pictures of me on his phone saying he wanted it as his wallpaper.

Right now I was folding laundry while Jin was filling the washer. We had finished eating dinner a little bit ago and I was just finding things around the house to do. Jin was has been teaching me Korean and I'm starting to get the hang of it.

"Oh and Kya I found this in your jacket pocket when I went to wash it yesterday." He was holding the card that Luca had given me.

"Look I only took it to be nice, he's your guy's boss I didn't want to come off wrong." He twists the card around in his fingers.

"I don't know it could be something that we all need, I mean in it Friday and we need the break."

"Would everyone be into it?" I ask but continue folding the rest of the laundry.

"I know Namjoon and Hobi would be, I'm fine with it and the Maknea's went to see a new movie that came out, so they won't be back till later."

I turn to him a growl,

"If they went to see the emoji movie without me they will get no more kisses." He laughs before starting up the washer.

"Don't worry love they wanted me to assure you they weren't seeing that one, it was some transformers movie. Jungkook has been waiting for it to come out." I nod and separate all the folded clothes.

"What about Yoongi?" I ask as I hold Jungkook and Yoongi's clothes in my arms.

"He's with Summer." He mumbles but sends me a small smile and I nod my head.

"Okay, I'm gonna go up all this stuff up and if you will tell the guys then when I'm done I'll start getting ready." I kiss him lips and walk towards the stair.

"Kya..." I turn back to look at him with a smile on my face.

"You're a very patient woman and I don't think my brother thanks you for that enough, even if he doesn't show it he worships the ground you walk on and he's really trying."

I nod and smile at him, I knew he was trying and that meant a lot to me, it was just a really crappy situation.

"I know, thank you." I smile at him once more before heading towards the stairs.

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