Cynefin...(18+)

Ch. 25-Coming Clean

Jimin POV:

As I came to her door I could hear heavy breathing behind it. I knock on the door and receive no response. I knock again before walking inside to see her sitting on the floor by the bed. Her head is in her hands and she looks to be hyperventilating.

I quickly move next to her and hold her head in my hands.

"Breathe Kya." She doesn't seem to be hearing me and I repeat myself only for her once again to not here me. I put my hand on her chest and feel it racing.

I do the only thing I can think to calm her down and place my lips on hers.

She freezes for a couple of seconds before she relaxes her body and kisses me back. I slowly pull back and she keeps her eyes clothes before slowly opening them.

"T-Thank you Jiminy." She wrapped her arms around my neck before hiding her face in my neck.

We sit in the silence while she got her breathing under control. I stroke her hair trying to do my best to help.

"You know you gave Hyung quite a scare earlier." I felt her tense in my arms.

"He's not made at you my love, he's just worried and I am too. Taking off that fast past people you looked like the flash." This caused her to laugh and a smile to cross my face.

"Now look at me." She raised her head to look up at me.

"Explain to me what's wrong, so we can fix it." She looked me deep in my eyes and bit her lip.

She opened her mouth to speak before snapping it closed and trying to put her head back down.

I stop her by lifting her chin.

"I know about your headspace Kya." Her head snaps up and tears fill her eyes as she tries to move away.

"Nothings wrong with it love, we aren't going to judge you from being who you are." She stopped moving and a small whimper left her.

"We love you for who you are, we don't want you to change that." She wiped her face.

"Can I tell you something?" She looked up at me nodding her head.

"I have a headspace too." She gasps before pulling back slightly.

"R-really?" I raise my hand to wipe away a tear she had missed.

" Yeah, I figured it out in high school I was going through a bit of a rough patch and my headspace helped. I don't want you to think just because you slip into your headspace that we will push you away. If anything Hyung is really good at helping they've helped me when I needed it. And I know they would move heaven and earth to help you."

I watched the smile spread across her face at what I said.

"So do you think you could go out there and talk to the man before he does stir crazy."

She giggles and nods her head. We stand up and she locks her finger between mine.

"Thank you." She whispered and smiles at me.

I give her one in return before we open the door and head into the living room.

Jin POV:

I'm pacing the living room with a list of questions in my head.

Why did she run?

Why did she call me daddy?

Was she like Jimin?

Why couldn't she just tell us?

They were swirling in my mind. I just wanted to go back there and ask her. But it was probably better for Jimin to talk to her right now seeing as she ran from me.

I run my hands over my face before I hear the squeaking of a door opening. I whip my head around to see Jimin and Kya coming from her room with there hand intertwined.

I smile hoping she will now be ready to talk. They speak in hushed tones before he kisses her cheek and heads up the stairs. Kya turns to me and sends a small smile before making her way over to me and sitting on the couch.

"I'm sorry Jin." I look at her as she runs her hands and bites her lip. I can tell she's nervous causing me to reach forward and hold her hands in mine.

"You don't have anything to be sorry for anything kitten, I just want to know what happened."

Shes quite for a couple of moments before her eyes meet mine.

She spent the next twenty minutes telling me about her headspace. She explaining she was afraid of what we could think. And she was scared we would push her away.

She also talked about a time she told someone about her headspace and they used it against her. Making it another reason she didn't want to tell anyone.

I couldn't believe that someone would use her safe space against her. It wasn't right to take her safe space. She deserves the right to have a way to escape the world. We all needed one.

My heart jumped at the mention of her headspace. I had always loved it when Jimin was in his, he was because the life of the house. And it was always fun to take care of him.

I'd always find myself drawn to him when he was in his headspace. It's just a part of me to always take care of people. I've done it for my brothers since they were born into this world.

And I'd always take care of them. Now Kya was added to that. I didn't want her to even think that we wouldn't love this side of her. If anything I loved her more because of it, It gave me a reason to take care of her every second and I smiled at that thought.

When she finished I did that only thing I thought of and kisses her deeply. Our lips tangled together in a heated battle before she quickly submitting to me. My hands cup her jaw and I run my tongue over her bottom lip, asking for permission.

She happily grants it before our tongue meshes together. As we slowly pull back I rest my forehead against hers.

"I don't want you to ever think that we wouldn't accept you. You never have to question it and if you do I will happily reassure you every day." I trace my finger over her lips, making her eyes meet mine.

She nods before giving me a small smile.

"Now go take a shower before all the guys take the hot water. All of us are going to have a talk in a little bit." She giggles before agreeing and kissing my lips one more time and heading upstairs.

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