Friday, July 17, 2020
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Something happened today that's never happened before.
I got really emotionally withdrawn, no surprise there that happens a lot, but what was different was that I became really non verbal. Just, completely shut down.
I didn't want to talk at all, no verbal talking, which was really abnormal considering I always want to make sarcastic comments no matter my mood.
I texted my friend and told her, and she said okay, do you want to keep texting or do you want to be left alone and I said I just didn't want to physically talk, texting was fine. So she kept texting me and we had a good talk and I don't know, it was just kinda weird but texting her made my withdrawn emotions come back so that was nice.
I started talking again, later, not exactly willingly but I did start physically talking which helped the feeling fade, but it was just strange because I've never shut down like that.
It wasn't scary, it was just... different. Something that's never happened before and now I'm curious as to what may have caused it.
Has this ever happened to any of you? The sudden feeling that the last thing you want to do is physically talk to someone out loud?
I'm doing alright currently, I just wanted to ask you guys in case the same has happened to you.
Stay safe kiddos, remember to take time to take care of yourself.
All my love <3<3<3<3
~Ink
