Dirty Little Secret

Entering and Calming

Jason's POV

     I must have fallen asleep because the sound of my door being opens brings me back to the world and when I open my eyes with a little bit of struggle, I find Nicolas standing inside my door as if struggling to decide if he can come in or not.

    On instinct, I roll over a little bit and scoot back before I left up the covers that I had draped over me.

    Almost immediately Nick is tripping to get the door closed as fast as he can before he racing to get over to me laying down. Once he gets to the bed I can easily see that the dress like thing that he has on is my hoodie that he stole me and when he lays down in the empty part of my bed, I smile with satisfaction when I realize he smells like me.

     As soon as he's under the covers I settle them over him and oh beside him, looking at him as he is me, neither of us touching, just lying there, eye to eye.

      In the semi darkness of my room, his pale hazel eyes look brown, but I still can't help but stare at them a little bit as I watch him, his breathing a little faster then normal and his heart is racing as he lays there and I notice a sought crease in his brow.

     "Hey." I call out, pushing aside my throats from earlier to make sure that Nick is okay. "What's wrong?" I ask him and it seems like that question broke a dam.

     His arms are thrown open and he slide over to wrap his arms around me neck, his nose burying itself into the crevice of my neck making my spine shiver slightly as I let my arms out of my blanket to softly wrap around him, getting used to have different he feels now here.

     How right it feels.

      "What's wrong?" I ask a second time, this time quieter and he sniffles into my neck and holds me just a little bit tighter before he relaxes and answers, his voice thick with tears as I hold him.

       "It's so much. I can't get quiet in my head because there's so much going on everywhere I go. At school at home even in my own head with Benny and I just want to ben left alone for just a little bit because I can't handle all of this stuff." Nicky tells me and my heart breaks as I close my eyes and hold him tighter.

    Growing up I never had to really remember that Nick was an Omega because people only treated him like it physically. I never thought about how much this could be weighing down on him emotionally.

     Wolves as a whole can be very emotional creatures, but Omegas can be one hundred times more so. Omegas are considered empaths to the max not only taking in their own emotions but also everyone else until they get overloaded.

   I've always just seen Nick as just a regular wolf that just a little more shy than others and a little bit smaller, but as his Mate, it's something I can't afford to forget.

      " I'm so sorry." I tell him, whispering quietly against the side of his head and he doesn't say anything just let's me hold him, and while I know he needs to be here for him, I soak in the feeling of him as he rests against me.

    Just as I think he's about to fall asleep, I feel his nose twitch and he breathes me in and Ryan chuckles as Nick removes his head from my necks sm stared at me with puppy dog eyes and a poked out lip looking a little sad and I frown ignoring my wolf as I try to figure onto what I did wrong.

     "Why don't you smell like me anymore?"
He asks me and Ryan snickers in the back of my
mind and I close my eyes at an attempt not to laugh at how adorable he is.

      "Nick, I had to take a shower." I tell him and he frowns.

     "I don't like it." He tells me and he looks at me before giving me a smile before he sneezes, his small nose red on the end as he sniffles a bit. "It's okay I'll fix it." He says and before I can question him, I laugh in surprise as he moves to snuggle almost all the way under me and I support my weight on my arms as he rubs his face and torso against my neck and chest.

     After a few seconds, he sneezes again and moves from under me so I can lay back down and he positions himself right back where he was.

     I can feel Nick take a deep breath and it makes me laugh to myself before I question  him. "Better?" I ask him and he yawns and struggles to get closer, his breathing fanning my neck.

    "Yup." He whispers already half sleep and I let him, holding him close to me and cherishing this moment between us, hopefully the first of many as I try my best to ignore the feelings crawling up my back and begging me to say them out loud.

     And I too try to wait until he isn't sick anymore.

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Scenting is so fucking cute.

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