Dirty Little Secret

Friends and Deals

Jason's POV

     Unable to help myself, I find myself leaning against the wall and listening to Nick and Nathan's conversation.

     'When did you become so self-destructive?' Ryan asks me apparently tired of my shit, and I watch as the two of them walk away, Nick turning around to look at me, his doe eyes wide but as soon as someone walks between us, I push myself off of the wall and walk away.

     'Ahh, you're just now noticing.' I tell him and he sighs but doesn't say anything else as I walk away.

     Deciding that I need to talk to Luis now instead of later I make my way outside and past the bus lots, knowing that he'll be where he always is, and when I round them corner of the bleachers, I can smell him from here.

     I walk down the sidewalk towards him and find Luis tangled up in the structure holding up the bleachers, his legs hanging freely below him as he smokes the cigarette in his hand.

     "Your back." He says, looking up at me through his hair and I see a ball of fire racing around his fingers and hand as I go to lean against the wall a few feet away from me.

       "Yeah. Might be a more permanent thing. If you're willing to help." I tell him and he narrows his eyes at me as he pulls in a drag of his cigarette and points it at me as he holds his breath before the smoke comes out, some of it even from his ears and I chuckle to myself at the view that never fails to make him look like a human dragon.

       "The last time I ended up belong you with something, you almost got caught." He tells me and I nod my head form side to side in a kind of gesture.

       "Yes and no. I did get caught. They just didn't know it. Besides." I carry on when he smirks, a dark chuckle being carried over to me by the wind making me smile as well. "This is legal. Just a little... strange."

       "Strange how?"

       "I need you to be my boyfriend." I tell him bluntly, and just like when I told him that Nick was my Mate he doesn't do uncg at all but takes another breath of his cancer stick, even if he can't get the deadly disease and tilts his head at me.

      "And Nick?"

       "Has one. Except I don't know how much of it is real." I tell him with a hurt but crooked smile.

       "Ryan?" I let my wolf take over my mouth, his voice calmer and a little bit softer than mine.

       "I know who I belong to. We just have to wait until winter break." He says before falling back into the background and Luis nods his head.

      "You know a lot can happen in three months." He tells me and I laugh before I turn around and walk a little ways away before turning back to a curious looking Luis.

       "A lot can happen in the span of a few hours. It doesn't matter. But I need to be around him without making it suspicious. Which means we're going on that ski trip." I tell him, remembering what Nathan said about it. While Nick may have forgotten because I haven't wanted to talk about it, our Monthly is in two weeks.

       Which means our first heat will be raining down on us like hell.

        And this is the excuse we need to get out of the house so that our family doesn't smell it on us. And for the first time, I'm a little grateful that there is only a hand full of people in this school that have any supernatural bone in their body.

      "I don't do field trips." He tells me, curling his lip in mild disgust and I look at him, wanting him to change his kind but also knowing that for him, there's probably no way in hell I could get him on that bus to go on this trip without dragging him by his balls.

      "I'll owe you. Three favors. No questions. All legal." I tell him.

      "No questions?" He asks as he jumps down from his perch and throws the finished cigarette on the ground, stepping on it despite the smoke coming from it.

       "All legal." I repeat and he nods his head as if in acceptance.

      He walks over to me, blowing out the last of the smoke before he leans against the wal right next to me, his shoulder along the brick as his body is turned towards me. "And what does being your little boy toy mean?" He asks and I cringe a little bit.

     "I'll have to get back to you on that." I tell him and he chuckled before getting off of the wall and going to walk away as he does every morning.

      "You're in way too deep and someone is going to get hurt." He calls back.

     "Is that a yes?" I ask him, trying to ignore his words.

    "I'll get back to you." He says and I sigh to myself as I turn to walk back towards the school hoping that between us all, some how we can make this shit work.

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This is chapter number 8 and I feel like a need a nap lmaooo this is what happens when you stop taking your vitamins. I'll be better soon. But i'm happy with the work I did today. I'll probably do a big update tomorrow night at 11.

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