Dirty Little Secret

Leaving and Rides

Nicolas' POV

    When my alarm goes off, I whine a little, my body feeling a few degrees hotter than yesterday and I pray that we're able to make it to the inn or maybe even tomorrow before our Monthly hits.

    I get out of bed, my feet hitting the floor softly and I shiver against the faint smell of Jason wafting form his room though I do my best to ignore it.

    'I can't wait to get railed.' Benny says and I gasp at his words.

     'You're supposed to be the shy one.' I grumble, my cheeks burning hot at the image hes places in my mind and I erase it as best I can, not needing that when I'm trying to be good and hold out until we get there.

      'You can never be too shy for Mate.' He tells me dreamily and it makes me giggle softly as I make my bed, knowing I won't be back in it for a while. 

    Since I took my shower last night, once my bed is fixed, I walk to ver to the clothes hanging on the chair of my desk, pulling off my night clothes before dressing in the winter stuff that I have, knowing I need it if I don't want to get sick.

   Getting ready takes no time, and I hear Clary get downstairs first before I head towards my door with my suitcase rolling behind me and my book bag on my back, though I struggle with the weight a little bit, groaning at how heavy it is for no reason. When I get my door open, I almost squeak in surprise when I find Jason standing on the other side of the door, his scent non existent to me and it makes me pout.

     "Five more hours." He tells me before grabbing my suitcase from my hand, having his filled with the both of ours. I feel for my masking spray and feel it in my picket even though I wish I could throw it away.

     "Too far." I whine softly and he sighs before nodding in agreement. After closing the door we both make it downstairs to say a long drawn out goodbye that results in me being smothered by my parents who give me too many kisses and talk to me like I can't take care of myself which bothers me more now than it used to, a side effect of Jason rubbing off on me.

     "If Jason isn't taking care of the two of you, call me." Mom says and I pull away from her hug, not wanting it anymore with her mean words.

      "He will take care of us." I tell her, my voice soft but words firm before I wave to her and walk away towards the car and get in the back seat, all of our stuff already in the trunk.

    "I don't like the way she was talking about Nick. Or you." Clary says as the three of us wave as we reverse out of the driveway and turn on to the street.

    "Me either." Jason says before he makes his way towards the school. When we get there, there are four buses lined up to take everyone and I sigh as I remember that Jason and I won't be riding together in case our Monthly hits. He takes the bags and suitcases out of the trunk, handing Clary hers and giving me my back back, both is so it suitcases in his grasp.

    First we get to my bus and I find myself tearing up at the thought of him being away from me in the other bus for the next four hours, and him being around other people when I should be under him cuddled up in his lap. My sniffle  grabs his attention and he looks down at me with worried eyes, his hands clenching at his sides.

    "Don't give me that look runt. When we get there, the rest of the day will be us getting settled okay? You can scent me all you want." He tells me and I nod at him, though my tears don't go away.

    He gives my suitcase to the worker who is loading the bottom of the bus with our luggage.

   "Clary, if that boy touches him right now, Ryan will kill him and I'll let him." He says, though his eyes don't leave mine, and I feel my stomach tighten when his brown eyes darken a little.

    "Keep fucktard from being a murderer. Got it." Clary says and I giggle a little bit, the joke making me feel better.

     "Be safe for me. Don't make me have to kill someone." Jason says and we start loading up and I nod before he sighs and Luis, his friend comes up to grab his shoulder, nodding at me before pulling Jace away towards one of the other buses.

     "Come on, Nick, we'll be there before we know it."

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    About an hour later, I feel someone shake my and I wake up with a soft gasp, my heart racing a little in my chest. It takes me a second to gather myself before I open my eyes and turn towards Clary who's looking around, her eyes unable to meet mine.

   Some how she was able to snag the seat with me before Nathan did and he smiled at me sadly before moving further back.

   "You were moaning in your sleep." Clary tells me softly, and I feel my cheeks hera up before I sit up. "I don't think anyone heard you." She tells me but the reassurance does nothing for my anxiety and for the rest of the ride I stay awake , wishing that we were there already.

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Jace is growing to be such a good Mate for Nick. Ryan being so protective is so funny since it was always Jason. Are you guys excited?!

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