Dirty Little Secret

Embarrassment and Waking

Nicolas's POV

     "I liked it." Jason tells me but I look at him in mild disbelief.

    "But.. I made you.... You tasted my..." I can't get the words out and my face feel like it's in fire as I try to explain, and Benny seems like he's too much in a daze to help.

     "You make me suck your dick and eat your cum. It was hot. I liked it." Jace says and I gasp and cover my ears at his words but it only makes him laugh harder and I pout.

    "You're trying to steal away all my innocence." I tell him and he snorts.

    "I'm the only reason it's still in tact. Between you, Benny and Ryan, if I had listened to what any of you wanted, you would have ended up fucked silly as soon as we walked through the door yesterday." He tells me and I blush, knowing that I'm not really helping him in not Marking each other.

     "Sorry." I tell him but he brushes it off. He gets off of the bed and I shyly pull my pants back up, not even wanting to look down and think about what just happened.

    even if I liked it more than I thought.

    Before my heat, I've never really found pleasure in my own body. And yet every time Jace comes around, he makes my body sing and it's all I can do to just lay there and take it every time.

    It makes me feel so dirty.

    And I think I like it.

    I watch as he grabs a water bottle, and he comes back to the bed where I'm laying and hands it to me. I shyly take the bottle out of his hand before I drink some, and I find myself thirstier than I first thought and end up drowning half of the bottoms making Jace chuckle.

     I blush wildly and pull the top away from my mouth before I wipe it with a sleeve. "Thank you." I tell him and he nods.

    He takes the water bottle and I watch as he takes his own pill before setting it aside on the dresser. And I secretly can't help but think what our heat would be like, if Jason were to lose a little control. I shake my head and turn it away as Jason comes to lay down. He climbs in bed in front of me, and raised the covers to our shoulders before giving me a small grin.

     "You look sleepy." He says and I giggle and nod my head. I bite my lip and try to figure out if it's okay for me to reach for him. His finger appears out of the blanket and I watch as he raises it to my lips to free it from the soft hold of my teeth. "You over estimate my self control."

     "Sorry." I breathe, feeling my heart trying to race within my chest.

    His hand doesn't fall though and instead, he rests it on my cheek and pulls me closer so that our noses are only a kiss away from each other.

    And I fall asleep looking into those dark, dreamy eyes.

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     "Nicky, wake up!"

     I whine and turn to pull the pillow over my head, doing my beat to block out the light, but the moment I grab it, it's out of my hold.

     "Give it back!" I tell him and he chuckles, but the pillow doesn't appear in my outstretched hands. "Fine, no kisses for you." I pout, and he only laughs more before I feel the bed shift, and warm lips on the top of my back that make me sigh and melt.

     "It's cute that you think you could resist me, runt. Now get up. We have shit to do." He says and before I can even think of protesting, a hand comes out to slap my butt and I squeal, making Jacw laugh once more.

    I grumble as I open my eyes and slowly roll off the bed until I can place my feet on the floor, and rub my eyes. "Stop bullying me." I tell him.
   
    I hear him walk over towards me, and I go to slap him away, but his lips catch my forehead while his hands brush my cheeks, and I find myself smiling. 'Let's skip the day and let him drill us into the bed. School is for suckers.' Benny tells me with a convincing nod and a cheeky giggle that makes my face burn red. Luckily Jace doesn't question the heat along my cheeks he can feel in his hold.

     "Then what would I do for fun? Go shower and get dressed, we're going on a school hike." He says and I groan.

     "Outside is not fun." I tell him, jumping down softly on the bed, and I turn towards him to explain why until I notice what he has on. I scoff and cross my arms in a pout. "Again?"

     "Don't you start with me. I tried to wake you up when I got up. You barely let me stop cuddling you before you started whining! You can't just hold me hostage whenever you don't want to get out of bed." Jace tries to tell me and I just look at him until I'm sure he's done.

     "Yes I can." I tell him and he laughs with a groan before he lightly pushes me away to the bathroom.

     "Get going before we don't make it." He says and I get excited and begin doing my dance, thinking there's a way out when of course he has to ruin it. "And we have to make it, runt."

     "Fine. No kisses." I threaten him and begin to stomp away, but when I get to the door, Jason is there to turn me around and push me slightly against the door.

     He leans down slowly until his lips hover over mine, wet and juicy, and I go to give him a kiss. He smirks and goes to pull away, but before he can, I wrap my arms around his neck and stand on my top toes until our lips are against each other and I get my kiss.

    When I pull away, Jason's eyes are dark and hungry. "Naughty boy." He tells me as I giggle and stumble into the bathroom.

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