Dirty Little Secret

Anger and Calls

Jason's POV

    I expect his reaction as soon as it comes. Nicks sleepy head pops up form my neck and stares at me in horror before he shakes his head no.

    "Jason you can't do that! What if you get caught? You're going to go to jail! Jace you can't leave me." His tears are quick and I shush him, sitting up to have him in my lap again.

    "I'm not going to get caught, and I'm not the only person who's going to make sure of that."

    Just as the words leave my mouth, my phone starts ringing. I frown and think about not answering it, until I remember who could be calling and why. And sure enough when I take my phone out of my pocket, I find Luis' name flashing across my screen.

    I swipe against the name and hold the screen up to my ear.

    "Yeah?" I ask, pressing my lips back to Nicks head in an attempt to calm him, though I don't think anything is going to center him again for a few days. He's been through too much as small and soft as he is. Fuck, I should have killed the human when I got a chance.

     'This is why you should fucking listen.' Ryan spits at me, his anger rolling off in waves, and I take it, knowing I should have did better.

     "What the fuck was that?" Luis asks me and I frown as I hold Nick closer to me, his small form settling back down until he's leaning against me.

     "Why was what?"

     "All I felt was a shit ton of anger coming from you and then you left before I could get to you. What the fuck is going on?" He asks me, his voice confused but full of concern for me.
   
    I sigh and sit up, forcing Nick so do so with me, and his nose stays in the crook of my neck softly and I let him, having missed the feeling of having Nick constantly up under me. "I don't have time to explain. You all can meet us at the house after school."

    Before he can answer, I hang up the phone and throw it on the bed before I pull back and hold Nicks face close in my hands.

     "I'm so sorry." I tell him softly, his hazel eyes coming up to peak at me, water swimming across his little blue green oceans and I sigh hard when he sniffles. "I'm sorry i didn't do more. Fuck Nick." I cuss, and he flinches a little bit at the anger in my voice, and I hold my tongue.

   I don't want to cause him any more harm.

   I hold his head closer to my chest and lay down with him so that we're face to face, his small body snuggling closer to mine, but he doesn't say anything, and I don't make him , just lay there and look at the soft curve of his lips and memorize the way he makes my feel.

    "I should have told you." He says, his voice watery and soft and I shake my head, though he doesn't pay enough attention to see it.

     "I should have known. Fuck I should have known. I thought he was so good for you. I though I was doing what was best. Letting you go." I whisper. But I know what it really was. I can't imagine Nick actually wanting to be with me, and I can't even imagine him choosing me over an opportunity to live a happy and healthy life. So when he told me that he didn't pass up the chance... it made sense.

      "I don't want to be anyone else's. I'm yours. I don't want a human. I don't want Nathan, I want Jace. You're my Mate and my brother. I'm supposed to belong to you."

    His words shock me, the hardness in it unexpected.

    Never have I heard him sound the least bit angry , but he does. Angry and hurt and scared and the sound of it makes my heart ache in my chest.

   "Hey." I pull back and meet his eyes again, n it he doesn't let me, his lips quivering in both sadness and fear. I let my thumb come up to wipe away his tears, not liking how much they've touched his skin lately. "Hey, you do belong to me. I'm never letting you go again, okay? You are mine to kiss, mine to treasure and my Runt to cuddle."

    My reassurance gets a sad look, but his tears slow on his face as he nuzzles my hand.

    "You promise? Only yours?"

     "Only mine. I promise. I won't let anyone touch you again. Not even him." I assure him, and I try to keep my anger at bay, knowing that my sweet runt needs me right now. But as soon as I get the chance, I'll rip the neck off of that wolf.

      "Why aren't you mad at me?" Nicky asks me and I shake my head. But before I can answer, Ryan is nudging at the wall in our mind.

     'I need to check on Benny. I need to check on my pup.' He urges, and I know that this is something he needs.

     "I would never be mad at you. You did what you could to protect us. You're okay now. That's all that matters." I tell him and he nods. "Ryan wants to check up on Benny. Is that okay?"

    Nick look sup at me with dewey wet lashes and it makes my heart melt when I see it. "Benny isn't doing okay. He has to be gentle." He tells me and I feel a little bit of surprise.

    Never had he been protective of his wolf like this, which means something must have happened. I nod my head to assure him and lo lace my hand on his cheek. "He'll be gentle. He needs to make sure he's okay. Okay?"

    "Okay." He whispers. And the two is us close our eyes and let out wolves come through.

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Ahhhh this burns. Jason is such a good mate

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