Dirty Little Secret

Waking and Mornings

Nicolas' POV

    This time when I wake up, my body is being shaken lightly and I groans softly, turning to nuzzle my nose back into my happy to place only to realize that it's not there anymore.

    I whine and lift my arms, expecting him to grab me, but all I hear is a mean chuckle and feel teeth nip at my fingers.

    "Come on. Get up." Jace says and I peek one eyes open and stare at him groggily, and find him already dressed from his sleeping clothes making me frown.

     "You left me." I grumble, poking my lip out and he shakes his fingers at me before he glares at me softly.

     "Oh don't try that with me. I tried to wake you up three times already and you didn't want to." He accuses, his hand coming down to slap my thigh over the blanket and my face begins to burn as last night comes to mind and all I want to do is hide in my room and away from Jason, but apparently he has other plans.

      'He looks yummy in the morning.' Benny tells me softly, as he wakes up and I try to ignore him as Jason takes the blanket off of me.

     "Come on Runt. We're going for a run." He tells me and I grin and shake my head, turning to bury my face in the pillow but before I
I can, hands grab me and pull me into a sitting position making me pout as I cross my arms. "Would you rather talk in here and risk getting heard?" He asks me and I sigh knowing he's right.

     "Okay." I whisper unwillingly before I get up and go to walk towards my room. I stumble in my sleepy legs but a hand grabs my waist and catches me from falling.

     "Careful." He says lowly and my whole face feels like it's going to melt off from all my blushing.

     Once I'm steady I walk into my room using our door and pull on some sweat and a long sleeve shirt before placing a jacket over that, making sure I don't get sick like last time we went out. Once I get my shoes on, I make my way to the hallway door, and when I open it, I find Jason coming out of his as well.

     He leads the way down stairs and I make sure to be quiet all the way until we're outside.

     "Do you want to shift?" He asks me and I shake my head no before he nods and the two of us walk through the forrest with two feet as we make our way towards the clearing form last time, the sun rising slowly as we make our way there. When we get there, I climb up on to my rock and face towards Jace who's already looking at me, chocolate eyes like honey in the rising sun.

     "Hi." I say awkwardly when he doesn't stop staring at me and he chuckles and raises his fingers to give me a tiny wave.

     "Our Monthly is coming. Damn near halfway here," He starts but before he can finish I panic and open my mouth to apologize, not wanting him to be mad at me.

    "I'm sorry for last night! I didn't mean to!" I tell him and he reaches a hand between the small space between us and places it softly in my leg which sends sparks and a shiver up my spine.

     "Let me finish." He scolds me softly and I close my mouth and try to not cry over what he might say next. "Our Monthly is coming and I need to know.... how far... how much.... what are you willing to do?" He says, his gaze no longer locked on mine as he looks away nervously.

    I stare at confusion for a second not getting it and Benny sighs at me, though his cheeks are scarlet red. 'How much will you let him do to our body during our Heat?' He translates.

    "I don't know. I never even... I haven't done anything to myself. I don't know." I tell him feeling embarrassed and he just looks at me, and I can't tell what he's thinking and it makes my whine unconsciously but the sound brings him back to the world and his brown eyes reconnect with mine.

      "You never touched yourself?" He asks me and I shake my head. "And that was your first kiss?" He asks me referring to the night he kissed me and I blush and nod feeling like a failure.

     Before I can voice those thoughts, a hand comes out and grabs me by my chin, before it slides down to my throat and almost wraps around it before returning to my chin to lift it, making our eyes meet. What I see there is something different than before, something more primal, and it makes me whine before baring my neck slightly side, the dominance in his gaze making me want to submit. He notices and reigns in the pheromones in the air enough for me to calm down.

     "Sorry." He whispers, but he doesn't pull his hand away or his gaze. "You don't get to give anyone, not even Nathan anything. Your firsts, all of them, are mine." He tells me. "I won't... go all the way during our Monthly. But I'll show you... I'll show you what we could be like."

    I nod my head at him and he takes a deep breath and it looks like it takes a lot of work to remove his hand from my face.

    "I want to be yours too." I whisper, biting my lip as my ears burn even if the sun has nothing to do with the heat on my face.

    "That was never a question."

~~~~~~~~~~~
Yes yes yes I can't wait to find my own love story like this! Ugh Jason is so daddy. Him and Ares guys I'm telling you they would be amazing together.

Thoughts?

Comments?

QOTD: What was the last thing that made you laugh?