Dirty Little Secret

Sobs and Truth

Nicolas' POV

    I cling to Jason as I sob against his chest, unable to get enough of his scent in as I hold him and breath him in.

    'Jace. Ryan. Jace.' Benny's soft voice is only repeating our Mate's name, the both of us crying with each other after finally being back in his arms. 'They're back.  They still want us.' Benny says happily and I nod in affirmation.

    Jace still doesn't say anything, but his arms are holding on to me tightly.

    I snuggle closer to him, wanting to be in his lap, and after I move a few times, he catches on, and gets up before sitting on my bed, dragging me along until I'm sitting across his lap sideways and my nose is in his neck.

    My whimpers are quiet as I breath him in, but it makes me shiver in delight to be so close to him.

     Jason still doesn't say anything, and when I focus, I find his heart thumping harshly against his chest instead of in synchrony with mine, and his body is shaking slightly.

    Getting panicked and scared that he might be having an anxiety attack, I lean back and look up, only to see his eyes flickering between both brown and black, his lip going to raise in a snarl. His hands are shaking now too, and I begin to realize that he's mad. Really mad. Hes pissed.

     'Benny he's going to shift!' I cry out in panic, and he whines in fear before he tries to help.

      'Make him smell you! Stop it Nicky!' He tries to tell me, and not knowing why else to do, I get up on my knees, and place them in either side of his lap before I softly pull his head down so that it's resting in the safe place of my neck.

    His hands come up and rest themselves against my back, gripping my shirt, and I let him, even if my whimper fall from fear of him shifting with me on top of him.

   His breathing starts to get softer, but I can still feel anger on him in waves. In another attempt to soothe him, I push his body back and after a few seconds, he finally listens and goes to lay back on the bed, and I follow him until my smaller body is laying along his.

    Tentatively, I slide my body up and place a tiny kiss in the curve of his throat before I place another one on his chin.

     His hands don't leave my back, but theyre still gripping so hard, before his fingers loosen on my back until he's softly holding me at isn't him.

    I place another kiss on his cheek, and finally after thinking about it really hard, and an encouraged nudge form Benny, I give him a kiss on the lips. It's soft at first, and I go to pull away, but before I can, strong arms hold me down and a hand is on my head, pushing me back to his lips. With a moan, I bring my lips back to Jason's and let him take control just how i like it, my hands going up to take his messy wind blown hair.

   His mouth moves with mine slow and sweet, and after a few seconds, his heart is completely back to normal.

   When we pull away, I'm still breathing hard, but his is finally calm as slow circles are rubbed into my back.

   "Tell me. Tell me what happened," He says after my breathing has calmed down. I bite my lip, but since he always knows, I open my mouth and finally tell Jason why's been on the tip of my tongue for the past few days.

    "When I went to the bathroom when we were in the hot tub, Nathan followed me there. He said he saw us kissing and that you were a disgusting predator. He said that we deserved to be taken away and killed. He threatened to tell momma and dad about us and tell the whole town so they could tear us apart." I sniffle ask I tell him exactly what Nathan said after I came clean. "He said they would kill you because you're the dominant wolf and should know better. He said the only way to save you was to be his, and leave you alone. He told me that if I said anything to you, or if anymore found out, then you would die and I would end up his anyway. I don't want you to die!" I wail into Jason's arms, sobbing into his neck.

   His arms are tight around my back again, and his voice is hard and strained as he goes to talk.

    " Goddess, you were between a rock and a hard place. No one is taking me away from you. And I am not dying. You hear me?" Jason asks me, but I don't answer, not wanting to get out of my safe place in his neck.

   He sighs and doesn't make me answer, but his arms hold me tighter as he places his lips against my forehead as I sniffle and try to calm down.

    "I wanted to tell you so bad." I whisper, but he doesn't get mad, only shakes his head again by mine.

     "You're an Omega. This was hard for you already to have to deal with all of that. You did a good job, runt. I'm proud of you." He says, and hearing those words makes everything so much better.

   Things are silent for a few seconds, and I'm almost asleep when he speaks up again.

   "You know I have to kill him right?"

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