BAD INTENTIONS | SCOTT MCALL [DISCONTINUED]

Thirty-four

Peter hasn't looked me in the eye not once. He has just focused his attention on Lydia, I wonder why he thinks it's his fault I died. I mean I should tell him the real reason why I died, I can't let him keep blaming himself for this. I wonder why Lydia needs his help, I think it does have something to do with her Banshee side, but who knows?

"She goes" Peter says, looking directly at Allison

"The last time I was alone with you, I almost bled out on a lacrosse field. She stays" Lydia tells him and I bite my lip

"Do you actually think I was trying to kill you when I bit you? You were my back up plan, remember? Not to mention, the bite is what brought out your nascent abilities. You think power like that was going to come out on it's own? I'm the spark that lit your fire, sweetheart" Peter says and I am literally taken back by all this information, why did he bite?

"You attacked her and nearly killed her" Allison says

"Power doesn't come without a little pain and struggle" Peter tells them and he takes a quick glance at me

"I didn't ask for it" Lydia says

"But you're embracing it now arent you?" Peter says and I look at Lydia, she feels as if it's true and she does want to embrace it

"How about the fact you brainwashed her and used her to bring yourself back to life" Allison says and I look back at Peter

"So that I could be here today to help you master your amazing abilities. Isn't it amazing how things can come out full circle?" Peter asks and I shake my head

"He's insane. We're leaving" Allison says and I'm so confused, but I do the right thing and go with my friends

"You want the truth, Lydia? It's not the scream that gives you power. All the scream does is turn out the noise, allowing you too hear, what you really need to do and I can help you focus your hearing" Peter says and I give him a strange look

"But you want soemthing in return?" Allison asks

"No, I'm dedicating my life to help out narsisitic teenage girls. Except for Nicole, who hasn't said a word. Of course I want something in return" He says and I watch him open a box, that has a funny looking swirly symbol on it. He pours it out on the desk and I see some claws falling on the table

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"These are the claws of Derek's mother?" Allison asks as she holds and examines the claw

"My sister, Talia. Before she died, she stole a memeory from me. Something only a very powerful alpha can do. That memory is locked inside those claws" Peter tells us and I sit on the table in front of Peter who is behind it near the window

"Why would your sister want to steal a memory form you?" Lydia asks

"Well, if I remembered the memory, I might be able to tell you" Peter says and I mimic him and roll my eyes as Allison holds back a laugh

"So what am I supposed to do?" Lydia asks while leaning on the desk

I can feel Lydia's unfocused and not prepared, she can't seem to pull herself together. I can feel her stress and anger, and how she just wants to get this done. These new powers of mine are really starting to show more and more ever since I got them. I can't even function because they're just stuck in my head, in constantly thinking about them 24/7 and it's annoying the crap out me.

''Focus!" Peter tells Lydia

"I am focusing" Lydia says

"You're not! I can see the wheel spinning behind your eyes. Your hearing is a attuned to a level of the universe no one else can hear. But only if you're listening" Peter tells her and I can feel the impatientness inside his head