broken wings

chapter 4 he's here?

coming home that night wasn't one of my favorites, It took hours until he was done and he finally let me explain myself.

he told me I have a client after dinner today and I was kinda freaking out , if you don't understand what i'm saying then ill explain. ever since the night dad shared me with his friends he realized he could get money of off me, by selling my body or even me for a few days.

you would think not a lot of people would wanne buy a girl to rape, you would be shocked how many creeps there are, after all my dad put it on the dark web meaning creeps will look at it. want to know how he promotes me? he films, everything.

i have no clue how many people saw my body but I know there are a lot. you would a lot of the time think how the hell does this girl get assaulted so many times when she walks down the street, right? well creeps go on the web, see me have no money to buy me and then recognize me. you'd be surprised how much this happened.

well i'm getting ready for school right now and mentally preparing myself for tonight maybe even a plan I don't know yet.

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when I arrived at school people looked at me less as yesterday but they still were looking which is kinda normal, would they see my limp? because its kinda obvious but then again it isn't that hard to make a lie.

walking down the hallway looking for my locker I grabbed my stuff and headed to my class room.

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I saw Emily and went to her at lunch , we grabbed lunch together and headed off to her table.i know I know, I said I wouldn't but right now I am just too much getting stared at that I will stay with them until i'm not such a new girl anymore. and yes guys my dad does let me eat after he got me in the shape he wanted me to be he wanted me to stay this way he liked a figure and not bones apparently.

" so Zina where did the limp come from? " Amy asked, one of emilys friends. " uhm I honestly just sprained my ankle while walking home yesterday, nothing big. " I smiled at her and she nodded back with a smile.

I looked to my right realizing there were more people as yesterday, next to Emily sat a guy and next to him sat someone I recognized, I just couldn't deicide from where I knew him.

" so Zina this is my boyfriend Ashton and next to him is Ryder his best friend. " Emily said.

" hey you're Zina right? " Ashton said, I nodded and smiled to him not really being comfortable around them or the fact that I knew that guy and he could possibly be one of the creeps I experienced.

" there are like two more guys but they aren't here yet I don't know where they went, did you see them babe? " he asked his girlfriend, she shook her hear not knowing where they would be.

" they are probably fucking each other in the toilet. " Amy laughed causing Emily to trow food at Amy " I don't need to know that, thats disgusting Amy. " she laughed.

all this time mystery boy hasn't stopped looking at me, it was clear he knew who I was but I didn't know who he was.

" oh there they are how was his ass Xavier? " " why would you say that, it's weird to talk about your brothers sex life. " Ashton just laughed at Emilys comment.

" oh his dick didn't go in my ass this time Ashton. " the other dude said while putting his mouth near ashton's head. this caused Ashton to pull a disgusting face and push the dude away. " don't come near me with your mouth that my brother fucked Cody ! " he seemed terrified

" babe just come sit down again he won't do anything. " Emily said while laughing like everyone else was. he did as she said and still held the same face while looking at his brother's boyfriend , I think. " Ryder keep your brother in check. " " I need to keep mine in check? i'm pretty sure he is the bottom in the relationship by the looks of it. " Ryder said finally not looking at me anymore.

" at least tell me you brushed your teeth ? " Ashton said while looking at Cody " I didn't have a toothbrush Ashton. "

the conversation about them pretty much kept going like this, making Ashton disgusted and the others laughing. I never laughed I just chuckled but I don't really laugh I wish I could but I lost the habit a long time ago.

so what I figured out is that ashton's brother and his best friend Ryder's brother are gay and dating they kinda looked cute together. I always trusted the gay more as the straight but I guess thats kinda normal. they introduced themselves and we talked for the most of the lunch time.

Ryders eyes stayed on me when I finally made eye contact for the first time today, I recognized him. but not a 100% I still wasn't sure I just knew he wasn't a creep. he mouthed the words " are you okay? " towards me and I nodded, slowly on realizing that he was the guy from the airport the guy who saved me and I ran from, he knew , I mean not really but he knew from that time.

I looked away from him not wanting to be questioned or be in realization anymore. I excused myself and told them I still had to grab my books. I heard a series of goodbyes but when I walked trough the cafeteria doors I heard footsteps I ignored them and went to my locker.

there were standing a few boys a few lockers next to me " she really is the size of a sex doll , the only difference is that she will moan. " they laughed, about who are they even talking like that thats disgusting. I heard a few shuffle sounds and then a hand on my shoulder, I flinched and turned around to see who was standing there.

it was one of the boys, " hey love " he smiled sweetly at me while slowly putting his hand on my waist. " so I was thinking since you are the new girl you probably don't know all the places in school yet sooo I could show you around, so lets start with the janitors closet maybe? " he smirked at me.

" no thank you, I'm fine " I said while pushing his hands of off my waist and turning around in my locker again. I knew his friends were watching and I knew I could piss them off so I hurried to find my books when my hand reached for them I heard them say " look she needs to stand on her tippy toes, she really has that size." while laughing. this made me realize that the sex doll comment was about me, the dudes hands were felt on my waist again , more like under my boob.

but I didn't even have time to react before he was pulled of off me. " this is what we do now guys? you aren't even being subtle about your comments. " I heard Ryder say so I turned around seeing him standing above the dude who was now laying on the floor. " oh cmon dude she clearly is a slut secretly she liked to be called a sex doll, isn't it baby? " one of the guys said stepping my way, I walked backwards , my back hitting the wall.

again Ryder pushed away the dude, he grabbed me my my waist picking me up to put me behind him making me hiss in pain. I know he heard but he ignored it . " dude you're acting like we would rape her or something chill out we will leave it was a joke." one of the dudes screamed after Ryder trowed a punch to the guy who called me a slut. surprisingly Ryder stopped and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me with him being gentler with me as before knowing it caused me pain.

when we were around the corner he looked me in the eyes and said " how many times am I supposed to save you? " me being stupid didn't realize that he was smiling and thought he was mad " I-im sorry I d-didn't me-mean for t-hat - " " I was joking love don't worry I'm sorry for what they said. " he said with a look of worry i didn't really respond being embarrassed.

I felt his finger on my chin gently forcing me to look into my eyes. " why did you run off? I didn't-" " I know Ryder, I just needed to go home. " I whispered not really wanting to speak.

" what's wrong with ur side? because u were limping and it wasn't a limp from your feet it was from your side and you hissed in pain earlier. " he asked me worried.

" its nothing I should head off to class goodbye " I asked being worried he would find out " no wait - " more I didn't hear seeing as I was too far gone already. I went to English class being worried about everything that happened today and what was going to happen.