broken wings

chapter 9 facing them

Wednesday I stayed home due to pain 

Thursday I stayed home too due to pain caused by skipping school Wednesday 

Friday I went not wanting to be in more pain but scared shitless for what the pervert 3 will do. 

Friday is today 

I'm in school trying to be invisible for obvious reasons 

I may want to die but i'm not giving anyone the satisfaction to do so except me. 

it's lunch right now and not only am I scared for them but also for my friends questions, i'm not going to look for them. they can find me early i'm on a bench outside i'm just not doing it myself. 

feeling arms go around me and hearing a voice say "princess we were worried you know? don't do that again" Xavier said sternly. everyone sat down. Ryder sat ........... next to me, fuck. Emily ....... sat also next to me, also fuck. 

" okay here listen no one will ask questions let her be. " Emily said giving me a wink realizing I didn't want to talk about the past days. thats why I'm glad for her she is honestly so understanding and nice. too nice for me. 

Ryder gave me a small smile and I gave him an even smaller smile back, but he noticed. 

" soooo girls let's have a girl sleepover before the big sleepover so we can plan some stuff to do to the boys, daddy's going out tonight! " Amy said excited. " were right here dumb fuck " which made Amy hit Cody on the head, not so softly " awwww that hurt " Amy gave him the eyes and he shut up. 

" I can't my dad needs me tonight but you guys can its okay" I said 

i have a client so I can't, it would make him kill me. 

" u sure babes ? " I nodded yes to emy's question; they stilled planed a sleepover which is fine by me. 

Ryder didn't say anything to me during lunch but I wasn't going to start a conversation with him either. 

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" shut up, don't come up with excuses bit-" Justin get to your class, I'm pretty sure I don't teach you." said the teacher who just came inside causing to I guess Justin/ leader of the 3 perverts to let go of my wrist. he glared at me and walked outside of the class room. 

i sat down on my seat and followed the lesson, more like drifted of to my thoughts again. I thought about what Emily did at lunch for me today , it may have seem small for you but it honestly made me feel less worried about the day. I don't know why I deserved her maybe she saw me as a charity case. I hope not. 

she honestly is beautiful, a 17 year old 5'6 bleu haired girl with beautiful hazel eyes. a tanned skin, Aston is lucky; but then again Ashton isn't ugly himself, 18 6'2 dark brown hair and blue eyes, not too much muscle but enough 

Xavier kinda looked like him just the slimmer version of him,  17 years old 6' feet and brown hair and blue eyes like ashton's just slightly lighter. and then his boyfriend Cody isn't ugly either 

why are gay guys always hot? I mean Xavier but Cody also, 16 years old 5'9 muscle is there for sure , green eyes and blonde hair. but then again he's family with Ryder sooo

Ryder, smoking hot but honestly more on the cute side, 17 , 6'1 and is more muscular than slim but it isn't too much. grey eyes and light brown hair. honestly him and Cody don't really look much alike. 

and then Amy, no I didn't forget her no worries. 16 , 5'5 , green eyes and black hair. she is pretty thats for sure 

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I didn't See the perverts today anymore and neither did  I see my friends but I did that part on purpose. 

going home preparing dinner

having my dad eat 

having him mad and have a quick stress releaser on my body 

needing to shower again due to his juices being on me 

and now waiting on my client 

David 

again apparently, at least my dad said he was coming again. remember him ? my first client here in this state was him the one with the green eyes and black hair, the one who caused the bruises on my face 

and there he came, with his evil smirk walking down the stairs. " I heard to not make ur face bruised again? well are you going to obey me sweetheart? " he said while caressing my cheek. 

I kept still and he sighed and started taking off his clothes, then he took of mine which I tried to stop him for but that didn't work at all. 

he took the back of my neck and forced me down on my knees and pushed my face towards his penis. " please don't, plea-" I was cut of by his dick being forced down my throat, I didn't gag. I stopped doing that at 6 because of how many times my father forced himself down there. 

when he came in my mouth he closed my jaw and forced me to swallow. he took a knife and marked the skin on my shoulder as his by writing his name there. then he forced my legs open and forced himself into me. not going gentle

knowing the girls are now laughing and having fun and i'm here is making everything worst, I want to be normal. please let me be normal 

thats the last thing that passed my mind before darkness consumed me, why can't it just consume me forever. darkness forever sounds peaceful, and I want peace. 

ugh I hate life, but I love to prove daddy wrong 

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 sorry for the short chapter, I felt like writing more but not like that much so sorry, this was more of an information chapter as a real chapter but I hope you liked it 

be proud on yourself for what you already survived and don't bring yourself down for what still needs to come xxx

you are enough in my eyes xxx