broken wings

chapter 7 you're not telling mum

the weekend was as I thought it would be

abuse

eat

pass out

and repeat

it was Monday morning right now and I was sore ass hell, knowing I would need to face everyone again, seeing him and knowing I pissed him off is killing me. for some weird reason I don't think he would abuse me, hurt me or do something terrible to me. but I can't trust him I just cant. he could be like daddy, my hero and then my worse nightmare. it wouldn't surprise me.

walking into school was the same, less as before due to the hood covering my still bruised face, its covered with make up to just not enough.

" ey little one, its fucking burning outside, take some off no boys here are gonna mind anyway." the sound of a hit followed afterwards " wtf Xavier, just because ur gay doesn't mean you can say that."

Emily pulled me to them " sorry princess I wasn't serious. " I gave him a small smile showing him that it was okay, little did he know saying the word princess hurt me more as what he said before.

" sooooo he do is speaking the truth aren't you burning? and btw we are gonna eat lunch outside just so you know to come outside at lunch. " " its not that hot Emily." I said she just nodded and then we all parted ways towards our lessons

( guys I will almost never talk about her in class except if something needs to be mentioned in those situations, its kinda pointless to write about nothing at all )

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when lunch came around I was debating whether to just hide in the bathrooms or to go outside, but I didn't really have a choice because I felt myself being pulled towards the outside canteen " okay so I know you are new but that was like definitely the wrong way, sorry about my brother by the way he shouldn't have said that, I mean i'm wondering too but its not my business." I heard Ashton tell.

" its alright I know he didn't mean anything with that he's gay so... " " yep that he definitely is "

when we both came outside Emily ran towards us and kissed Ashton and gave me a hug.

" yeah no its just weird. " Xavier said " what's weird little bro?" Ashton said causing Xavier to glare at him. " the new people on our street Ashton , don't you notice the dude coming home waggling like his dick is stuck up his butt, I know he has a kid I just haven't seen it yet."

" ehhh neither did I, I didn't even notice he was that bad but then again I sleep with my bed or Emily most of the time." he said winking to Emily who was now really red

and no I did notice who they were talking about, my father, I need to be careful now knowing they live on my street. it could be dangerous, I could kill them.

right then and there I heard Amy released a gasp causing everyone including me to turn around and face.

ryder

with bruised knuckles

a busted lip

a black eye starting to appear

" wtf happened to you mate!? " Ashton screamed while Ryders brother cody went up to Ryder checking his face. " I'm fine stop being overdramatic its nothing !"

" nothing what happened to the no fighting rule mum putted after what happened eh ? we don't do violence in the family ! " Cody said clearly pissed off. " look I know but I had the right to -" " tell me then tell m- " " shut the fuck up Cody I didn't do it for no reason but the reason is none of ur business." when he said reason he looked me directly in my eyes only to look straight away, I knew it had something to do with me I just didn't know what exactly

Cody didn't say anything neither did anyone else, everyone was in chock to see Ryder use violence, he never did neither did Cody. they hated violence even tho nobody knew why.

but I, I was confused. I saw him punch someone before. he clearly didn't just punch this time but why did he use violence then ? when everyone thought he didn't ?

" you're not telling mum Cody i'm serious " " one time thing? " Ryder nodded " alright then I won't . " Cody said reassuring his brother.

" oh guys by the way daddy says you guys can come have a sleepover somewhere this month again, not this week but somewhere this month, you can come too Zina " " oh thank you but I probably can't even come I'm bus-" " for the whole month?" Ryder questioned me. I looked down " I mean yes " I said silently " look guys easy as that, we have a whole month we can pick a date from, so EVERYONE is coming " Xavier said while looking at me when he screamed everyone, yes he screamed I know. everyone is looking towards us right now.

after everyone agreed on finding a date that will fit for everyone, we agreed on next week Saturday. at least I still have time to find an excuse for my father or them.

the rest of the lunch period just went as usual, talking , screaming and Ryder not understanding that staring at someone for too long can be pretty creepy.

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at the end of the day I tried to get home quick not only to prepare dinner but also to outrun Ashton and Xavier , I don't need them knowing that the dude is my father and that I am 'it'

that didn't work out at all

" eyyyyyyyyy little one don't be so quick you have little legs you're not supposed to go fast." I turned around to see a slightly out of breath Xavier and a laughing Ashton because he probably realized his brother is not that great of a fast walker.

"i'm sorry I really should get home I cant really talk" I slightly whispered

" we can walk with u if u want? I mean we need to go the same way so far."

" no it's fine but thanks. " I looked over both of them again, Xavier now back to breathing and Ashtons smile kinda dropping, he nodded so I turned around started walking again. when I was around the corner I starter running so they wouldn't see that I was going the same way as them and let me tell u that hurt like a bitch.

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at home my dad walked in just as I put his plate of chicken tenders and fries on the table.

" you got lucky bitch, I'm not in a good mood so get my dessert ready "

yes you got the drill I am dessert.

going down the stairs as fast as I could , no not because I was excited, because I wanted to leave his alcohol smelling ass. I took a quick shower and ate one of my snacks in my cupboard.

in a towel again waiting for him, knowing if I dressed he would get pissed. not even a minute after that he was down the stairs to have his go with me, his belt in his hand, my hair in the other one and spanking my back with the belt as hart as he could. after he had his fun in physical matter he went to bind my hands together with his blood covered belt and the release himself on me

his daughter

his fucktoy as he labeld me on my right thigh

his punching bag as he cut in my left thigh

his princess as he wrote on my stomach

his cumslut as he drew on my right wrist

his whorey maid as he craved in my left wrist