broken wings

chapter 15 you passed my street

i was nervous for sure, Ryder put his hand on my shoulder and lead me towards his car. not wanting to make him pissed or more worried I just obeyed. I rather do something I rather not than need to go trough something I even want less.

he opened the door for me, I entered the car while letting out a small whispered " thank you "

he closed the door and walked to his side, he entered the car and started it. he didn't say anything until we left the parking lot. I was just hoping that the pain killers would work as fast as possible because it felt like my arm was burning all over again.

" so what really happened ? " his voice trembled, I don't know rather it was out of anger or sadness and I was too scared to check by looking at him. I just stared at my hands. or white bandages with blood you could say.

" to your arm and hands " he whispered quietly, he probably thought I didn't understand his question, I did, I just didn't want to answer. " I told you, I burned myself " I stated trying to sound as sure as possible.

" Love, please just tell the truth. " " I did tell the truth"

" not the full one , you weren't clumsy, even if you were it wouldn't have gone this far. "

I kept quiet, he was too stubborn and it annoyed me, he may be worried about me but I have the right to keep things to myself.

" why didn't you go to the hospital? why didn't your parents take you " he almost sounded as if he asked this because he knew the answer.

" i was home alone, I mean not really my father didn't feel good and was sleeping, I didn't want to bother him. " he nodded looking unsure clearly.

" Justin and his guys? did they do something el-else ? " he had trouble with his words almost as if he didn't want me to admit his thoughts. I knew what he meant I mean it Is pretty obvious. I shook my head. " why did you tell them I told you about them hurting me when they didn't ? " I was scared for the answer, as much as I didn't want to admit it, I had the feeling all this Ryder thing could be a trap from god knows who.

" they didn't ? Xavier and Ashton saw the bruise you know that. you can admit they did it. "

" but they didn't, they didn't do anything at that time. " I was getting frustrated because he just couldn't make sure something was true before jumping on people who supposedly hurt me.

because of him they hurt me now.

but then again he was just trying to help. but he failed, badly.

" th-t-at time ? " his voice broke, as if he hoped that I never said those words, as if he never thought they hurt me an other time " I don't want to call you dumb but look at me " I sassed.

he let a chuckle leave his mouth and I regretted putting attitude on him right at that moment, the chuckle before the kill? heard of that one, kinda psychotic.

" yea that was stupid, but I'm not stupid enough to believe your lies love " he looked into my eyes and I could see he was never truly angry at me, he may have seemed frustrated but the emotion that won in his eyes where displayed with tears, tears that were building up n his eyes to show the sadness his body was holding inside.

I looked away and pointed at the road making him sign and face the road again.

" you passed my street "

" I know " he said back " well I can walk from here you don't need to turn around " " no " he simply stated. wait how did he know I never told him my address. I saw him put on the lock of my door, does he thing I'm stupid, I know I need to pull the thingy to open the door. I may have the size of a child but I am for sure not one.

so when there was a red light I opened my door and tried to make a run for it, didn't work clearly because the next thing I know everything is cold and black, just like my daddy's soul.

Ryders POV

picking her up in bridal style and putting her on the back seat while thinking. I for real just found out where the thing is for. so the door opens. new thing learned every day I guess. no she didn't get hit by a car she is just really weak and beat up right now. I was lucky no cars were around or people would think I was killing her.

I wanted to take her home with me and let my mother check her, the problem is my mother isn't home right now due to her work trip until next Monday.

maybe I should listen for once and respect her boundaries like my friends told me. I know i'm being reckless and maybe even disrespectful but I just want to help. I just haven't figured out how yet and it's frustrating me.

turning down her street I passed Ashton and Xaviers house, if I only know what they are hiding from me.

i parked on the street near her house and looked trough her bag for keys.

when I was looking I found loads of pain killers and wound supplies, I ignored it knowing I'm being to nosy and picked her keys and walked to her front door, I opened it and went back to the car. I picked her up in bridal style again and closed the car door with my feet as her bag is hanging over my shoulder. I carried her inside the house and tried to find the living room. to be honest the house looked neat and honestly even more as a decent house.

instead of walking into the living room as I hoped I walked into the kitchen. what I saw wasn't something I liked. blood on the floor and a patch of skin stuck to the stove.

i walked out of the kitchen and placed her on to the couch when I found the living room.

I wasn't going to ask questions or snoop, maybe she just had no time to clean after she fell right?

well I started to clean the kitchen but not before I made pictures of the 'crime scene' I don't believe her so just doing this if I ever would need it.

after a few hours and gags farther it was time for me to leave, it also was exactly the time when school ended so I wouldn't be suspicious to anyone. I went into her living room and looked at her. she looked so peaceful yet so stressed. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and wrapped her body better into the blanket.

I left, but it didn't feel good, it felt like I just made something terrible happen to her.

Zina's POV

i was awoken by multiple yells and sounds of bottles being smashed. but what made me sit up was the sound of a crashing bottle and then the feeling of glass going into my back, millions of them. I bit my lip trying to prevent me from screaming. it would only piss him off.

" I wanted steak ! I even took the fucking time to text you that and you decide to take a nap?! " he said while pulling at my hair and screaming into my ear. " you stupid bitch ! now I need to eat you you fucking pussy "

he pushed me on the couch again and pulled my pants off, ignoring my please he continued taking also my underwear of. when I tried to scream he put my own undies in my mouth and so forced me to keep quiet, yuck

I saw his head disappear between my legs, I couldn't close them he was forcing them open like was his own whore, like I was nothing but a useless bitch.

the feeling of his tongue going over my clit and inside of me wasn't pleasing because of who he was and how I didn't want it but there was nothing to do the to try and scream which failed miserably.

when he was finally done I straight away closed my legs " that was my drink now my food bitch " he ripped me up my my hair and grabbed my not bandaged wrist. he put his mouth to it and bit down, not just biting down, he ripped a part of my wrist of of me and walked away chewing on it. leaving me chocked and disgusted with myself and with who my sperm donor was, a fucking cannibal