I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 93:This Girl Is Amazing

Previously:

I can feel a familiar feeling that I felt 3 years ago but I immediately push it back I can’t go back to those feelings I refuse to go back, so I say “I’m sorry Demi but you just need to forget about me ok, because I am never going to come back, move on with your life fall in love again with someone else ok because I am no good for you Demi all I have done is cause you pain ok, so please, please move on for me if you really do love me” she says “but I love you Alex” “I know and I’m sorry that you do” out of nowhere she grabs me from my shirt and pulls me down and she crashes her lips onto mine and at that moment I feel that my walls were broken down once again by Demetria Lovato and I feel the sparks again run through me just like before, I don’t want to stop kissing her but then I remember that she hurt me once and I promised myself to never come back to her no matter what, so I pull away and of course instead of staying awake she passes out, I frown at the fact that I just cheated on Isabella the mother of my unborn child and my future fiancé, I really hope that Demi doesn’t remember none of this tomorrow.

Demi’s Pov:

I wake up with a really, really bad headache, ugh what the hell happened last all I remember is drinking a lot and then Lauren and Camila trying to take me upstairs but that’s it after that I blanked out, I did though have a dream about Alex and I would ask her why she left me and she would answer why and many more questions were asked and in the end she told that it was best if I would just move on from her because she was never going to come back so it would be best to just move on, I would tell her that I would still love her and in the end I even pulled her from her shirt and we shared a very passionate kiss, but of course she would just push me away in the end and leave, I must say though that it felt so real like really real like it actually happened but of course that’s just how dreams are they make you feel like it is so real but in the end it just ends up being a stupid dream.

I seriously need to ask Lauren and Camila what happened after they brought me upstairs and I need to ask Noah just to make sure even though he might think that I am a lunatic or that I have completely lost it but, I need to ask him if Alex was here, because that dream felt really real, so real that it is kind of scary but like I said I just want to know and make sure that it was a dream, I get into the shower I right away begin to feel better once I am out I change and head downstairs my head doesn’t hurt as much as it did before when I woke up but it still hurts, god I probably shouldn’t have drank that much, if Alex where here she probably would’ve killed me, once I am downstairs I walk in to the kitchen and see that everyone is eating in the dining table but I also see Alex and I blink a couple of time but then just realize that it’s Noah, gosh I hate that they look sooo alike I really do because I keep confusing them and get my hopes up thinking that it’s Alex but it’s just Noah.

My mom sees me and says “honey come and join us for breakfast” I smile and walk over to them and sit down next to Dallas I am right in front of Noah I look at him but he just looks down and avoids the fact that I am here, I feel small pain in my heart why is he avoiding me did I do something wrong last night? Oh my god what if I was all over him while I was drunk thinking that it was Alex oh god that must be it that why he is probably not looking at me, then Dallas says “so Demi how’s the hangover?” I roll my eyes and say “I feel good it’s just my head hurts like a bitch” everyone chuckles and Lauren says “well you took sooo many shots, you had started off with 5 and then after that who knows how many you took” I scrunch my face and say “ughhh don’t remind me please” they chuckles and Camila says “Lauren and I couldn’t even carry you to your room in the end” I look at them “so who took me upstairs?” Lauren says “oh Noah did” my eyes widen this must be the reason why he doesn’t want to make eye contact with me I probably made a fool out of myself, Noah looks up at me and gives me a soft smile and I give him one back and I say “thank you Noah” he nods his head “your welcome”.