I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 107: Yes I Forgive You

Previously:

 And then it all comes back to me all these flash backs became to run through my mind all the happy moments that I spent with Demi, all the fights that we had, all the tears that we both went through, all the life and dead situations that we went through, it’s just all coming back to it’s like my heart is starting to beat again it’s like I had forgotten every single moment when I was with Demi, like I had amnesia or something but, it’s all coming back to me every single time with made love, every single moment we kissed, every single moment that I miss her, every single moment that we said I love you to each other it all came back to me and that’s when I realized and admitted to myself that I am still in love with Demi even if she broke my heart even if she cheated on me even if she made me feel like a piece of trash but I will always be in love with her because I have always been in love with her, I look at Lauren and she is waiting for me to respond but all that comes out of my mouth right now is “I need to tell Demi that I’m Alex……

Noah's Pov:

 I look at Lauren and she is waiting for me to respond but all that comes out of my mouth right now is “I need to tell Demi that I’m Alex” her eyes widen and she says “what?” I say “I need to tell her Lauren I need to tell her the truth” she says “ok and what exactly is the truth?” I say “that I am Alex I need to tell her that I still love her before I lose her I need to tell her everything I need to her that what she did with Scarlett is ok because I forgive her she needs to know that I forgive her and that it doesn’t matter anymore I need to tell her right now” Lauren says “ok Noah take a deep breath you are clearly not thinking right, do you really want to do this right now?” I look at her and say “yes I have to do it Lauren I have to do it, it’s either now or never I have to walk up to hell and tell that I am Alex and that I forgive her and still love her” she says “you are crazy you know that right?” I chuckle and say “I know I sound crazy but I am crazy in love for Demi, Lauren I need to do this I know that it’s the right time to do it” she says “ok, ok, I get it but what about your fiancé what about Isabella?” I say “she left it up to me Lauren she told me that she wasn’t going to come back until I chose who I really loved and well I guess I am making my choice right now and Demi is the one” she smiles at me and says “go get your girl back Alex” and I just smile.

 Ok here I go I am about to tell Demi that I love and that I never stopped loving her that she is always going to be the one that takes my breath away the one that I want to marry the one that stole my heart and will always carry with her because no one else makes me feel the way that Demi makes me feel she, I love Isabella and everything and it pains me that it all has to end like this but she left me she made her choice to leave me when she decided to take a break from us, she left it up to me to make the final choice and well I choose Demi because I will always love her even if I say I don’t ;) I am now making my way towards her I feel very confident right now in telling her I need to do this now before it is too late so I reach her and I say “Demi um I need to tell you something” oh god I think I am going to throw up I don’t think I could do this, no Noah you need to do this stop being a coward just admit that you are still in love with her, tell her before it’s too late, she says “um ok go for it” I take a deep breath oh god I am seriously about to pass out this is the moment that is going to change our future forever it can either go terribly wrong or it can turn out to be amazing and just as soon as I am about to tell her I hear someone say “Noah?” both Demi and I turn around and we see Isabella standing there and all I see in her eyes is love and regret.  

 Demi’s Pov:

 Before Noah is about to tell her that he is Alex…..

Ugh why did Dallas have to interrupt my conversation with Noah? He just about to answer my question I know that he is slightly drunk but hey you know what they say when you are drunk the truth comes out, but of course Dallas had to interrupt us and now Noah left with Lauren who knows where they went but it looks like they were about to have a serious conversation about something, I need to tell Noah that he is making a mistake by getting married with Isabella he has to know, I walk over to Camila and I ask her “hey um have you seen” next you know I see her holding a baby girl and I say “oh my god who’s adorable baby is this?” she chuckles and says “this is Lauren and I’s daughter” I aww at her and say “aww Camren has a baby” she laughs and says “yes we do and her name is Fifth Harmony Cabello Jauregui” I look at her with a really face and she chuckles and says “I’m kidding it’s not that, her name is Jamie Camren Cabello Jauregui” “Awww that’s sooo cute can I hold her?” she nods yes and I hold her in my arms and I say “hi baby girl welcome to our little family” and she gurgles and I say “she is adorable Camila” she smiles and says “Lauren and I think so too” I smile and say “congratulations to the both of you” she smiles and says “thank you Demi”.