I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 149: Drama Part 1

Previously:

"why don't we all get married so that mom can see us get married" they all look at me like I'm crazy except for Demi she is smiling widely and Haley says "that's a really good idea Alex, what do you think Dallas" Dallas looks at Haley and she says "I'm down for that" I look at Demi again and she nods telling me to tell them so I say "Demi and I also will be getting married since I proposed to her earlier today" Camila says "oh my god are you serious?" Rachel says "congratulations" we smile and Lauren says "well since um everyone is sharing stuff today Camila and I are also engaged, we didn't tell you guys because we um have been having some problems at home but everything is all better now trust me" they look at each other and kiss, we smile and I look at Chris and I say "what do you say Chris?" he looks at me and gets up and Lauren says "Chris" thinking that he is about to walk away but he then turns around and looks at Rachel and gets down on his knee and he takes out a small box we all gasp including Rachel and she says "Chris what are you doing?" "I wanted to do this in a better occasion but I can't wait any longer but I love you so much Rachel Lovato and I want to spend the rest of my life with you I know that we have had our ups and downs but I want to start a family with you so will you marry me?" Holy shit Chris has some serious balls in doing this right now, Rachel has tears falling from her eyes and she says "yes Chris I'll marry you" we all cheer and I chuckle and say "so does this mean that we are getting married together in front of mom?" they all cheer and I smile widely and look over to Demi she smiles and says "I love you so much Alex" "I love you too beautiful" we lean in and kiss....

Demi's Pov:

It's been a week since they discovered that Clara has cancer, it's been a week since the whole family was informed that she isn't going to make it, its been a week since Alex and I talked and I don't mean that we haven't talked because we are fighting or something it's just that he has been very distant I mean first he is really happy that Clara is going to be able to see us get married and now he is just being distant he barely talks to anyone, Jenny cries when she sees that he doesn't carry her or pay attention to her, I really need to figure out what is going on with him and that is what I am going to do right now, I walk over to him since he is outside in the backyard of their parent's house I walk towards him and I wrap my arms from behind his waist and he slightly jumps and I say "hi babe" he sighs and says "hey" "are you ok?" "yeah I'm fine" I unwrap my arms from his waist and I walk in front of him and say "Alex what's wrong?" "Nothing Demi ok nothing is wrong?" "I know that something is wrong Alex you have been acting so distant not only from me but from everyone and I know that it's not because we are getting married, so what the hell is going on?" tears are building up in my eyes and as soon as he looks into them I can tell that he right away felt guilty and he pulls me close to him and says "I'm sorry baby I'm sorry for the way that u have been acting for being so distant" "ok I know you are but why are you acting like that? Jenny cries every time she sees you and you don't pay attention to her or even dare to look at her" he looks down and says "I really am sorry Demi and I am going to make it up to you and to Jenny I've just been dealing very hard with my mom having cancer and not being able to do nothing about it, it's just been really hard and I'm sorry" I nod my head understanding I don't know if I completely believe him but I just I need to learn to trust him so I say "It's ok babe just please don't push me away ok you know that I am here for you ok?" he nods his head and says "thank you beautiful I love you so much" I smile and say "I love you too handsome"

Alex's Pov:

I didn't completely lie to Demi it has been hard for me with my mom having cancer and only having a couple of weeks to live and not being able to do anything about it, and it's not the wedding that's for sure because I love Demi and I am 100% sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with her, but what I did lie to her about is that there is something going and it's nothing small it is a big deal, but of course me and my publicist are trying really, really hard to not let this story or rumor whatever you want to call it come out to the public because it is not true, it would ruin everything, my relationship with Demi and it could also possibly ruin my career depending on how I handle it, and honestly I don't want my mom to go through anymore pain than she already is, which is why I am doing everything I can to hide this from everyone, the only reason why I chose to not tell anyone is because I know that everyone is going through a tough time and just spilling out something like this will make them stress out even more and I don't want that for them and either way this is my problem so I have to deal with it, actually the only two people that know is Justin and Austin because they were there when it happened, after talking with Demi we went back inside and I walked over straight to Jenny and as soon as she saw me she started stretching her little arms towards me, I giggle and I pick her up and say "hi baby girl" she giggles "I'm sorry for being a crappy dad these past couple of days I hope you can forgive me" she giggles again and I say "why don't you and I go and take a walk baby girl?" she waves her little hands and then reaches to touch my nose I chuckle and Demi says "I think that would be a really good idea while I go and take a bubble bath" I look at her and say "ok don't worry I will take care of her ok" she smiles and walks over to us and kisses Jenny and then kisses me and heads upstairs.