I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 137: Hawaii

Previously:

I'm sorry for pushing you away I know that if I wanted answers that I should've asked but I just I was hurt and I still am that I just couldn't look at you and I'm sorry, but please understand me that I only pushed you away because I am so confused why you did it when we have an amazing relationship" I look him and I know that this is the moment where I have to explain myself he may have not given it to me 3 years ago but I was given another chance to be able to tell him and I am going to tell him, he looks at me and says "I tried to get Isabella to tell me but she said that it wasn't her place and because she doesn't even know why you are the only one that knows and that the only reason why I don't know is because 3 years ago I was a douche bag and I didn't let you explain I just ran away to Brazil but I know that me losing my memory have for a reason and it was for me to let you explain why you did it, so um here I am"

Alex's Pov:

I don't know if I am ready to hear why she did this to be honest but I don't think I will ever be ready for any of this, I just have to let her speak and just hope for the best one thing for sure is that I am not leaving her, she looks at me with tears running down her face and I wipe them away and say "please don't cry anymore baby please" she nods her head and she says "I don't know where to start" "can I ask you a question?" she nods her head saying yes and I say "who was it with?" she looks me in the eyes and her eyes begin to water again and she says "with Scarlett" my eyes widen when I hear that name I remember that name clearly that is the bitch that almost made Demi and I break up that one time, anger begins to run through my body and she says "please Alex please calm down" "really Demi, Scarlett? Out of all the people Scarlett" "I'm sorry Alex I really am I didn't mean to do this" I nod my head and I say "for how long" she down and she stays quiet and I say "for how long Demi?" she looks up into my eyes and says "for a whole month" I feel my heart shatter even more she cheated on me not only once but for a whole month a whole month that she slept with her a whole month that I was telling her I love her and how much I missed her while I was away in Miami, "please say something Alex" "I just I can't believe you did this Demi like one time hurts but  whole month Demi? You lied to me for a whole month you told me you love me for whole month while I was in Miami missing you and wishing to be holding you were in my arms you were fucking Scarlett"

She cries even more and I even begin to feel the tears streaming down my how could she does this me how she cheat on me for a whole month, my heart is broken my heart hurts so bad right now because it's breaking as every word continues to come out of her mouth, how do you deal with something like how are you even able to process everything that is going? How are you able to listen to the love of your life tell you that they cheated on you not only once but multiple times with someone that nearly ruined your relationship once? "I honestly don't know what to say Demi I really don't I love you so much but this just breaks my heart so much now I understand why I ran away 3 years ago or why that thought even crossed my mind because it's hard to hear and see the love of your life tell you something like this, I know that it happened 3 years ago and that we probably got over it which is why we are together again but it still feels like it was recent because this is all new to me, the only thing I can ask you is why? Why did you do this?" she looks at me after she calmed down and she says "I didn't do this on purpose I didn't mean for any of this to happen, I was forced to do this" I look at her confused and say "what do you mean you were forced to do this?" "Scarlett forced me to do this she forced me to sleep with her to cheat on you" "she forced you to do it, how?" "she threatened me Alex she threatened to kill me, to kill my whole family, she threatened to kill you Alex, she told me that if I told you or anyone else that she would still find a way to kill you and the rest of my family" "why do I get a feeling that you are lying to me" she gets upset and says "I am not lying to you I am telling you the truth why don't you believe I know that you just found out that I cheated on you and that it's hard for you to trust me but I am not lying to you about this" "why didn't you just tell me?" "I didn't tell you because I was afraid that she was going to hurt my family, yours , or you I was afraid of losing every person that I love" "and you don't think that not telling me couldn't make you lose me what did you think that I would just be like oh ok keep on sleeping with her for our safety go and be a slut and fuck her" she looks at me shocked and hurt and she says "you did not just say that"