I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 124: I Made The Decision

Previously:

She begins to make the sandwich and the whole time I am looking at it with a not so pleasant face and just try to avoid the fact that I am about to eat something like, god my stomach is going to hurt, she finishes making it and hands me one I smile and say "thank you baby" she smiles and tries it and says "oh my god this is so good" I chuckle and say "really?" "yes you have to try it babe" "but babe I'm not really that hungry" she pouts and says "babe but I just, I just made that sandwich for you with all my heart and now you don't want it" tears are forming in her eyes, "oh no, no, no, please don't cry baby I'll it eat don't worry" she nods her head no and says "no you won't you are just saying you will to make me feel better" I look at the sandwich and I grab it and say to myself oh god no here I go I take a bite of the sandwich and it surprisingly tasted not that bad, I look at Demi and I say "it actually doesn't taste that bad" she stops sniffling and says "really?" I smile and say "yeah it tastes amazing" she smiles and says "yay now we can eat Nutella sandwiches later on for breakfast" I give her a fake smile and I hope she doesn't notice that it's face and say "yes because I love Nutella and ham sandwiches, she smiles and gets up and walks over to me and says "you know what I feel like doing now?" I look at her and her eyes are covered with lust and I say "um what do you want to do?" she walks over to me and rubs my abs and says "I want you to fuck me so hard and I want to feel when you release inside of me" I immediately feel myself get hard and well our lips soon connect and well let's just say that I only slept 3 hours that night and I was pretty sore the following day.

Camila's Pov:

It's been 5 months since I made the decision that it is time for me to leave Fifth Harmony I haven't told management but I know that I will have to tell them soon, I don't want to leave the girls but I just I have to do what's best for Jamie because even though we won the case and we have full custody of her that doesn't mean that I can allow my daughter to grow up on a tour bus I just I can't I want her to grow up the way a normal baby grows up, I know that me leaving the group is not only going to affect the girls but it is going to hurt the Harmonizers but I hope that they understand that I am not leaving because I want to or because I dislike any of the girls but I just have to do what's best for my family and if leaving the group and having a couple of harmonizers hate me is what I have to do then I guess I'll just have to put up with it, I know that Lauren is trying to put on a brave face for me and is trying to support me but I know that deep down inside she doesn't want me to leave she understands why I am doing it but she doesn't want to see me miss out on something that the girls and I have worked so hard on, she doesn't want me to miss something that I love doing so much and I know that she thinks that she can't do this without me but I know she can because she is Lauren Jauregui and I know that her and the girls are capable of accomplishing even more things with or without me and I can't say that I won't miss performing on stage because I know that I will miss it every single day, but like I said I have to do this for Lauren and I's daughter and I know that in the end it will be worth it.

Right now I called a meeting with the girls because I am about to break it down to them that I will be leaving the group I know that they are not going to understand and are going to be upset with me but I hope that eventually they forgive me for doing this and understand why I did it, Lauren and I were sitting down in the living room waiting for the girls, out of no-where they all walk in and sit down I can tell that they are confused and they know that whatever it is that I have to say it is either going to be good or it is going to be bad, I clear my throat and I say "so um you girls are probably wondering why I um asked you guys for a group meeting" Dinah says "chancho what's going on?" I take a deep breath I'm trying so hard not to break down but I know that I have to tell them so I say "so um ever since Jamie's birth mom came and tried to take her away from us I have been wondering what Lauren and I are going to do when we have to tour and so I thought about and well taking a baby on tour is not the right way for them to grow up, having loud noises surrounding them and having to share a bus with 4 other people is not comfortable for a baby" Normani says "Camila where is this going?" I look at Lauren and she gives me a small smile and rubs the top of my hand and gives me a nod saying to go ahead I take another deep breath and I feel the tears fall from my eyes and I say "I um I love you girls so much and I just want you to know that I am not doing this because I don't like you anymore of I don't love doing what we do anymore but I just I have to do this for Lauren and I's daughter and I know that even though Lauren says she supports me with anything I know that deep down she doesn't want this to happen but I just have to do this" Dinah interrupts and says "no Mila please don't tell me you are going to do what I think you are going to do".