I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 162: I Love You

Alex's Pov:

Demi looks at me and says "Alex I am not seeing anyone where did you even get that idea from?" I look into her eyes and say "I um sort of heard your conversation right now" she nods her head and I say "in my defense I was coming upstairs to drink my heart medication" she chuckles and says "don't worry I mean I sort of just came in hear so technically I crossed the line here" "this is still your house Demi" she says "I know, I um just want to clear up that I am not seeing anyone and if I was seeing someone I would definitely tell you and that wouldn't mean that I would take Jenny away from you ok?" I nod my head understanding and I say "but you said I'll talk to him today and I am tired of hurting him" I pause and continue "and you said you loved whoever you were talking to" she begins to laugh and says "oh my god Alex do you really think I would be saying I love you to someone that quick" I look her in the eye and say "we said I love you to each other right away" "yeah I know that but we were different, but like I said no I am not seeing anyone ok? I was talking to Selena who wanted me to tell you that she is sorry for not making it to the party" I say "well now I feel stupid" "you should because I told you already when you got here that I do still love you and that we are just going through some issues" I stay quiet but then say "I'm sorry I guess I just got jealous thinking that someone new is in your life" she nods her head understanding and says "I know Alex I was just talking to Selena ok, but I um actually did want to talk to you about us" "ok I have honestly been waiting for this talk since I saw you" she gives me a small smile and says "first of all I am sorry for the way I acted earlier at breakfast but it was all an act to make you think that we were still on rough terms but it was all just to actually to be able to give you this surprise party" I smile and say "thank you but if I'm honest it was very cruel and very painful" she smiles and says "oh I know I saw how hurt you were after" I chuckle

She then says "also um I know that we've had a rough patch and that we are trying to work things out but um during the time that we were separated I um was trying to come up with a solution as to what we could do about our relationship because it is very toxic that we don't even notice it, and so I was talking one night with Marissa and she suggested something" I look at her and say "what did she suggest?" "before I say what she suggested can you promise me that you won't hate her and that you will listen to everything that I am about to say" I think about it for a moment and say "ok I promise I won't hate Marissa and I will listen to everything that you have to say" she gives me a small smile and then takes a deep breath to prepare herself and says "well Marissa suggested that maybe we should take some time apart and see other people" I was about to say something but she says "you promised" I sigh and she continues "we go on a couple of dates and that will determine whether we are supposed to be together or not" "can I speak now?" "yeah you can" I sigh and say "I don't like this at all to be honest I don't see how this is supposed to help our relationship, and to be honest don't you think that we have spent enough time away from each other already? I mean I already missed like 2 months of Jenny's life I don't want to miss anymore" she says "Alex you are still going to be able to see Jenny, we are just taking a break to see if we are actually meant to be together" "what if we don't come back to each other hu? What happens then?" she looks down at her hands and says "then that means that we go our separate way and move on with the people that we are dating" I nod my head no and say "no Demi I am not going to let you give up on us I love you so much but I cannot even think about you being in another man's arms that isn't me, I can't" I pause and then continue "I can't picture Jenny growing up with us being separated, we have been through so much and I know and believe that we can't get through anything just like we have been doing in the past" she looks up and says "I need to tell you something"

"What is it? What do you need to tell me?" I stand there waiting for her answer and she suddenly starts to laugh and I say "what's so funny?" she walks over to me and wraps her arms around my neck and says "I can't believe you actually fell for it again of course it is a stupid idea I would never suggest us do something like that because I love you and I know that you changed for Jenny and I, I just wanted to mess with you" I look at her with a really face and say "are you serious Demi?" "yes I was just joking, I love you Alex and I have missed you so much, these past 2 months have been hell for me but we are both ready to be together again" I look away and she says "are you really mad at me?" I nod my head laughing and say "you are such a jerk you know" she laughs and says "sorry baby I had to get you" I feel a tingle run through my body when she calls me baby, I wrap my arms around her waist and say "so will you be my fiancé again?" she chuckles and says "I've always been your fiancé baby, but yes I will" I smile and we both lean in and as soon as our lips touch I begin to feel the fireworks go off, I pull away and say "I missed your so much I missed being able to kiss your lips to hold you in my arms again, I missed everything about you and now that we are together again I am never letting you go you are stuck with me" she smiles widely and says "it's you and me against the world baby" I smile and say "always and" "forever" she says and we lean in and continue to share a passionate kiss.